no cock in that picture,thats the top of my abs its just a weird shadow
as for why im hating everything, Im over worked and under paid,well below reason,I know most people are but Im a fucking slave,I work 300hrs a month for 8$ a hr, I may not be getting my car now because apparently I dont have enough of a credit record which is stupid as Ive had a credit card for almost 3 years,student loans,and a computer on my credit ,all in good standing,what else do they fucking want.
and with all these hours I never get a chance to socialize,I need to meet people,or even just hang out with the friends I have,so Im pretty fucking lonely most of the time. and Im damn exhausted as I cant fucking sleep in this heat which increases the frustration