Well, I usually have my best thoughts at night right before bed. I found my mind expands naturally at that time. It's almost like it enters a dream state. Some musicians I have heard in interviews say the same thing. But then again, when I am alone and driving, things come to me. Someone will say something on the radio and then there I go on a cosmic journey off to some far space in my brain untouched anytime before. Always trying to prove that when I reach a plateau, there is always higher ground to cover. See, I always thought there was a end, and to me that is grim. There is always more, so reach for it now. Take for example puddles post saying "druggies". OK, that is general mean most of us here are druggies in different ways. What was he getting at. In reality it doesn't make sense to me because even legal supp's are drugs. So why would he make such a general comment about everyone posting in this thread.
I was thinking the other day about why not to buy a car right now. I have many good reasons to buy a car. But I wanted to complicate the facts and soul search to see if I really want to go and buy a car. So the plus and minus game came into effect. The everlasting merry go round of reality. Formally know by me as the roller coaster from hell. Anyway I did it. I played tit for tat. I got off track as I thought about it. Now I was justifying everything bad and was downing everything good. Complete reversal. WTF! So guess what, I am still undecided on that. Fucking merry go round bull sheot! Usually I impulse buy, but no I had to THINK about it.
Now I understand that most people do this. I am not alone, but I feel it sometimes though. I tried talking with my wife about this, but I think I ramble on too much for her. She cannot concentrate enough to get to the meat and potatoes of things sometimes. I fully understand that though as we all get to that point where its too much. And when we get there we just say words I cannot type at this website. But, every once in awhile I have to tell her to open up and realize that it must be sought out. Answers sometimes are not simple in life, and should be sought out. Are ya with me? If so may I ask why? Anyway, yes we must push for answers. I feel that in today's world everyone thinks everything is simply laid out in such a way that everything is simple. Quite to the contrary its not. Ask Chris23456789, he's gonna pay for 20 years on finding answers. Unless he seeks out answers to paying that debt off fast. BTW Chris make the check out to walliwalibus

. So answers aren't simple by any means. In fact, they are complex on many levels and one must put themselves through mind torture to find them.
This is just my opinion
I am walliwalibus, and I am not sure I answered any question.