Best wishes my friend,You will definately be missed. However, you have to follow your heart, for it will not foresake you and you are a better man than most for doing so!
Gee bro...that was heart felt. I kind of understand where your coming from. I've been using for four years now and have seen a change in my life. I've never been more committed to bodybuilding than right now. But along this road that I have traveled, I have lost what meant the most to me. My girlfriend that was the love of my life. I know that most of you guys say " bro's before Ho's" but she was my soulmate. She use to help me with my injections and support my decision to use. One day she and I was scared when I got a bad case of "roid rage". When it happen the first time, I got in a bar fight and she thought I would go to jail or be hurt. The second time it was something that I did that effected her personally. No I didn't hit her or do anything like that. That event has shaped the rest of my life. I lost her trust and respect that day, and shortly thereafter I lost her. So I can relate in a way to your story. I wish you the best of luck that life has to offer and can respect your decision to alter your life. God bless you man