I am Through it's Finished! My last post!

[jersey boy]

Regroup and reconsider. To throw in the towel with some deliberation is proper. However, forever is a very long time. Take advantage of your new found "freedom", then, if able within reason ask yourself, "is this what I really want"? A life that once included one of the ultimate and intimate realizations of oneself and his limitations through the constant questioning of ones true fortitude, is very much a lonely life indeed.

 

[MUSTANG_18]

Best of luck in what ever you do and I hope to maybe see you here again sometime down the road. Later my friend

M18

 

[HeavyDutyGuy]

This is profound and sad, I don't what else to say except best wishes.

 

[bigpimp]

seems like you're on the right path bro....good luck

 

[Eightball-18]

you have my respect

deep brutha....deep

 

[JohnyJuice]

Sounds to me like you either got pinched or just had some other event that transpired that made you take a long hard look at your life and what you have become. Analyzing this made you realize what you have missed and what you stand to lose pursueing your goals. Indeed you are a strong man to make the right choice, and set aside your obsession for the betterment of your soul and the lives of those around you. God be with you. You are a stronger man than most.

 

[2Thick]

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[Horny]

After a while on aas you need to evaluate how it effects your relationship with others and society and if it does so for better or worse. Its good that you are doing this.

 

[YellowD]

So what exactly are we giving up here? No more dealing? No more doing? No more working out? No more posting on the elitefitness board?

Sounds like a post I read everyday on the ecstasy board... people so caught up in the whirlwind of the "scene", that once they finally are able to take a step back (usually by sobering up), they realize how warped their sense of belonging and personal identity were. I used to deal in recreational drugs for a year or two, and when I finally was able to evaluate my situation, I realized all the rules I came into the scene with were broken, and all I had left was hopping from weekend to weekend, doing the same shit with different people. Always good to live a balanced life, but don't throw all your shit overboard yet bro... there may yet be something left for you to learn.

 

[Mike Tyson79]

Lay off tha Clomid.