big Buck said it best. You need to have a love affair with YOURSELF!! You are what? 19? Man, you need to get out and do something exciting and forget all this girlfriend shit. Experience some random pussy. It is out there. The harder you look, the more elusive it becomes. I guess people can sense your desperation or worry. All I know is you never find it when you go looking, it is when you least expect it.
I am not sure what the situation with KC is all about. How could she possibly fuck you up so badly. I understand it started over the internet and went from there, but it is not like it lasted years and years. I mean, what did she do? She didn't steal your heart or trust, you just misplaced them. You will find them again, along with your self confidence, which you are lacking somewhat right now. And that is natural. Day by day, it comes back a little at a time.
Think of it like this. When you were born, God only alloted an "x" amount of days for you to live. The closer you get to the end of that number of days, the more foolish it will appear that you wasted these days letting a chic get you down so. since you can't start college like you wanted, join the Peace Corps temporarily. Offer to house sit for someone in England. DO SOMETHING!! IT IS YOUR LIFE!! MAKE IT VALUEABLE AGAIN.
I am not sure what the situation with KC is all about. How could she possibly fuck you up so badly. I understand it started over the internet and went from there, but it is not like it lasted years and years. I mean, what did she do? She didn't steal your heart or trust, you just misplaced them. You will find them again, along with your self confidence, which you are lacking somewhat right now. And that is natural. Day by day, it comes back a little at a time.
Think of it like this. When you were born, God only alloted an "x" amount of days for you to live. The closer you get to the end of that number of days, the more foolish it will appear that you wasted these days letting a chic get you down so. since you can't start college like you wanted, join the Peace Corps temporarily. Offer to house sit for someone in England. DO SOMETHING!! IT IS YOUR LIFE!! MAKE IT VALUEABLE AGAIN.