I really havent drank much until I moved up here to CO a couple weeks ago. I've been drinking most every night, and it usually ends up bad. I wont think anything's going on and the next thing I know I'm pissed off, being a real dick to whoever I'm with and so drunk I dont know the difference. It's really bad and may have cost me my closest female friend last night.

. I came up here to start over, get away from the vices I had in Arkansas, but it seems like I just develop new ones that hinder my growth as a person.