he's got the juice

[HappyScrappy]

oh shit I can see myself getting addicted to this shit. if it were addictive.
I'm currently going through the waves of feeling sthat one experiences after taking in 10mls of GBL.
I took 3mls at 10:30 and didn't feel shit for an hour, so after tha thour I took another 2mls and still didn't feel shit for another 30 mins, so I took another2 mls and then sort of started feeling it and then I took another 3 and now it is 2 hours after the first dose and I'm starting to feel the dunken feeling and poor typing coming in very string and short waves.

I thought only 3mls was enoguh t o make you feel it, but apparently the combination of me never haing any feeling/effect from drugs and also havin ghad eaten rather a lot of sushi at 9:30/10ish made the difference.

it is now 12:40somthing and I'm gonnna take another 3mls.
if I wake up in 5 hours after passin gout like I expect that I will, and I feel as goo das erowid indicates, then I'm gonna go fo ra run.

fucking fuckers.
this shit tastes like napthalene (moth balls) - or rather smells like it. like a combo of shoes, mtoh balls, and leather.
if it didnt' smell so bad I'd suspect that it was bunk. that and I feel drunk - but not at all tired.
fucking a - I'm goona go through my 500mls far too fast at this rate.
I don't even erember what I paid for it...

off to take another 3mls. (12:45)

 

[HappyScrappy]

well right after I took the last 3mls (total 13mls) I pretty much passed out and was luckily near my bed and just went face down on it.
I came to later sitting on the toilet with my head on the wall. not sure when or how I ended up there.

don't feel great this morning like I heard I would, and it took forever to kick in.
hoping tonight will be better results with less stuff b/c I'll have an emptier stomach.

 

[HappyScrappy]

the subject by the way is a reference to when the foo fighters were on howard stern once and howard said "he's got the juice" in reference to their drummer, but I don't recall what that meant in conext.


so I'm currently pissed off at how drugs don't work right for me. for painkillers like at the dentist office, they either never work on me, or it takes a ton and wears off quickly.
everything I read says that 3mls will knock your ass out and you will wake up feeling great and no hangover after 5 hours.
I felt jack shit on 3mls and didn't really feel it until 10mls and then I decided to push it over to knock me out and I went to 13mls. that knocked me, and then I "slept" for 8 hours and woke up not at all rested and vaguley hungover.
fucking a.
I'm hoping that negative result was due to having a full stomach and will be better tonight when I try it again.
otherwise, I don't really see this being any different than alcohol except less of a hangover than if I were to do the equivalent in alcohol... but nonetheless I'd still prefer zero hangover.

 

[WODIN]

U must be hypermetabolic.

 

[supersizeme]

hey what is GBL. what purpose do these milliliters that you are pouring into yourself serve

 

[HappyScrappy]

hypermetabolic sounds like the speeding up of the metabolism - but if that is the case, why the donut around my belly button?

here it says I need growth hormone. either way I'm gonna agree with that. now who's gonna foot the bill for me?
http://www.meds.com/conrad/acs/burns.html

and hmmm, perhaps this explains why I'm diagnosed clinically depressed and I am always hot and sweat a LOT
http://uk.cambridge.org/medicine/catalogue/0521443814/default.htm

more things saying I need steroids and GH - hell, I'm just self medicating. hot damn.
http://www.shocksocieties.org/meetings/7th_vienna_shockforum/abstracts/Herndon.html

hmm, this looks bad. my cousin had non-hodgkin's lymphoma - it was relatively easily cured though (if you call chemo and the related sides for a year "easy").
http://www.petsaveslives.com/lymphoma.htm

 

[Gilbyag]

dude, chill...

 

[AGENT SHAGWELL]

hehehe...Scrappy....your lit like a fuckin' christmas tree....lolol...deep breaths in...and out...

 

[Jimsbbc]

Yo,


I shot 400migs of T-200 wed, and already put on 4 pounds, can't wait for the next one.....

Back up to 215...going for 225 atleast

 

[WODIN]

You could also be somewhat Bi-polar with a slant towards mania.... LOL!!!