Have u ever been reeealllyyy angry??!!!?!?!!!!!

[myway]

I got mad like that on christmas day two christmas's ago. Long story short, I'm just getting over the heart condition that it caused. Didn't have a heart attack according to the doctors, but I some kind of cardiac event that weakened my heart. They still don't know what exactly happened. I honestly think that when you get that mad your body is releasing chemicals meant to properly expedite you through a warzone. Don't internalize that energy, it's got nowhere to go and it will fuck shit up inside of you. Those chemicals are meant for your muscles to soak up and use as fuel, if you don't use it...it's going to go somewhere and do something. So either choke the shit out of the person that precipitated your anger, and face up to the possible consequences.........or go running or hit a bag....just do something to "get it out". Stewing on it fucks you up.

Tru dat. Thats what I have done before but prolly just forgot about it because my mind is clouded.
Damn. I think I am gonna be spending A TON of time in tha gym.
Thanx for tha reminder.

 

[Jocques Straap]

I'm sorry for your pain. Life truly can through a curve ball. I'm sure things will get better for you, the pain will pass, and you will be stronger because of it. I wish you nothing but the best.

-Good call on finding a release. The gym is great for getting it out of you.

 

[Smurfy]

U know what I mean: like when all of the blood in ur veins burns like FIRE and you can count ur pulse by counting the throbbing in ur temples
Or when u try to steady ur hands to type, u gotta keep retyping stuff because u are hitting the wrong keys or going 2fast to get it right
...like when the air crosses ur body and feels like steam

U ever feel anything like this? When? Why?

omg yes. dont want to go into detail but yes/lately though, not so much at all.

 

[Jon79]

u should prolly use all that fiesty personality and just beat the shit out of him. lol just playin...

um i am def guilty of having a terrible temper. specifically when i have to deal with family BS. (my dad etc...)

 

[myway]

omg yes. dont want to go into detail but yes/lately though, not so much at all.

I SOOOOOO wanna be like u when I grow up.
And I hope that happens real soon.

 

[Stefka]

I got mad like that on christmas day two christmas's ago. Long story short, I'm just getting over the heart condition that it caused. Didn't have a heart attack according to the doctors, but I some kind of cardiac event that weakened my heart. They still don't know what exactly happened. I honestly think that when you get that mad your body is releasing chemicals meant to properly expedite you through a warzone. Don't internalize that energy, it's got nowhere to go and it will fuck shit up inside of you. Those chemicals are meant for your muscles to soak up and use as fuel, if you don't use it...it's going to go somewhere and do something. So either choke the shit out of the person that precipitated your anger, and face up to the possible consequences.........or go running or hit a bag....just do something to "get it out". Stewing on it fucks you up.

No wonder you hate Jesus.

 

[redsamurai]

No wonder you hate Jesus.

why? the whole "turn the other cheek" thing? Yeah, I think that's bullshit. Turning the other cheek means internalizing negative energy put on you, it builds up inside you and eventually degrades you which manifests itself as one malady or another. But thats' why I don't think he said it.


And no I don't hate him.....

 

[myway]

u should prolly use all that fiesty personality and just beat the shit out of him. lol just playin...

um i am def guilty of having a terrible temper. specifically when i have to deal with family BS. (my dad etc...)

Yea. But what saves u is ur nicer than me. That's what I always loved about u. All man but a heart of gold. I wish i was i like u but im not.

 

[chris302001]

last time i went through the drive thru and they didnt give me any little ketchup packets........I was a wreck.....

 

[myway]

last time i went through the drive thru and they didnt give me any little ketchup packets........I was a wreck.....

WAS? U know im kidding.