Have u ever been reeealllyyy angry??!!!?!?!!!!!

[myway]

U know what I mean: like when all of the blood in ur veins burns like FIRE and you can count ur pulse by counting the throbbing in ur temples
Or when u try to steady ur hands to type, u gotta keep retyping stuff because u are hitting the wrong keys or going 2fast to get it right
...like when the air crosses ur body and feels like steam

U ever feel anything like this? When? Why?

 

[Raptorex]

 

[myway]

Whoa. That's DEEP. Thanx, mr. mouse.

 

[Raptorex]

need more info

 

[Jocques Straap]

Not really, I'm pretty chill. My philosophy is, don't stress out about things that are out of your control. Concentrate on the things that you have control over, and make sure they those things are done right. If I do get angry, it's because I've let myself down, or failed to act appropriately in the given situation when control was possible. Things like jerks cutting you off in traffic, morons in the gym, or a bird shitting on my shoulder don't really bother me. It's just another thing or situation that's negative in life that's out of my control.

But I do feel the heat sometime, the adrenaline rush from a intense argument or fight. I like it, always have. An adrenaline rush, not fighting. The shaky hands, that tingling sensation, the feeling of your body on high alert. It's a powerful thing, it's a good thing. It can give you the strength to get through anything.

 

[myway]

need more info

uuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....well.......... long story. But i'm pissed.
Ur eyes would bleed if I went into even a SHORT version explaination.
I am jus sitting here and fantasizing about tha sound of breaking glass and images of fire.
U ever been REAAALLLLLY mad?
I guess I am jus needin someone to tell me I will calm down and not wake up on death row in tha mornin....i guess.

 

[Raptorex]

a year from now, will you care about this?

 

[myway]

Not really, I'm pretty chill. My philosophy is, don't stress out about things that are out of your control. Concentrate on the things that you have control over, and make sure they those things are done right. If I do get angry, it's because I've let myself down, or failed to act appropriately in the given situation when control was possible. Things like jerks cutting you off in traffic, morons in the gym, or a bird shitting on my shoulder don't really bother me. It's just another thing or situation that's negative in life that's out of my control.

But I do feel the heat sometime, the adrenaline rush from a intense argument or fight. I like it, always have. An adrenaline rush, not fighting. The shaky hands, that tingling sensation, the feeling of your body on high alert. It's a powerful thing, it's a good thing. It can give you the strength to get through anything.

Thanx, bro.
Adrenaline- I'm a junkie.

Get through anything- bro, u have NO IDEA. But thanx.
I think its just time for me 2be pissed
But I am happy for you and the way you handle things. Sometimes, I am the same. Now, i can only feel this and nothing else.
No worries. I always come out ok on the other side.
But I am seriously AMAZED at how MAD I am.

 

[redsamurai]

I got mad like that on christmas day two christmas's ago. Long story short, I'm just getting over the heart condition that it caused. Didn't have a heart attack according to the doctors, but I some kind of cardiac event that weakened my heart. They still don't know what exactly happened. I honestly think that when you get that mad your body is releasing chemicals meant to properly expedite you through a warzone. Don't internalize that energy, it's got nowhere to go and it will fuck shit up inside of you. Those chemicals are meant for your muscles to soak up and use as fuel, if you don't use it...it's going to go somewhere and do something. So either choke the shit out of the person that precipitated your anger, and face up to the possible consequences.........or go running or hit a bag....just do something to "get it out". Stewing on it fucks you up.

 

[myway]

a year from now, will you care about this?

Yes. I won't have a choice. It isn't even up to me. I won't have a choice.