I guess you dont want to hear about how you should have had all of that on hand well before a needle touched your skin... so I wont say it!!! I dont know what your cycle was bro, but if it was mild, like a pure test cycle thats not too heavy, or just some EQ or Mast mixed in, all natty PCT should have you took care of... As far as stuff like tren, I wouldnt know! My instinct is you'll be fine getting some OTC stuff that'll level you out. I dont know if the shipping is restricted, but NTBM.com has some great post cycle products. You dont need Nolva, or Clomid... theyres nothin wrong with them, but read up on em on this site and others - they are very heavily used, more out of habit than out of proven results, and are not the most effective choices. Look into HCGenerate by NeedToBuildMuscle.com, and also get the Post Cycle/Unleashed combo pack avaliable at the same time. If you dont PCT, you may not see any difference than if you had. You also may lose a lot of gains but be fine overall... or it might really put you in a tailspin physiologically as your body tries to get back to normal. I personally like FormaStanzol a lot (available at MrSupps.com)... I dont know if it really works, or just looks like it does in the mirror to me (it cuts the shit out of bloat)... but if it LOOKS like it does, I figure thats all the same to me! As far as where to get stuff like Nolva, etc... scroll up to the very top of this page!! There are PCT drug companies all over. Just make sure they are able to get it to you before your cycle has been over a couple weeks, you dont need to start PCT immediately (depending on the longevity of the compound your using) but you cant be waiting six or eight weeks on this. I hope Ive been of SOME help... PM me, or a real expert (like NeedToGetAAS) if you need more advice or help finding somethin that'll fix ya up, and dont have a heart attack over it, either way. Just dont make the same mistake again... DONT START A CYCLE WITHOUT PCT LINED UP AND ON HAND!!!