I was eating the same then as I am now. Over 4500 calories, 400-450g/protein/day! Eat 6-7x/day. I actually weighed myself today, and im up 23lbs in 6 weeks. Ill stick to the human grade, thank you. You cant even compare that crap to human grade. I much rather spend a $100 for a vial of human grade test, then $30 for some crap Jose is mixing in his bathtub. If you want to keep using it cuz its cost effective, be my guest. I was just giving my 2 cents.
As for training like a girl, whenever your ready to train let me know tuff guy..