goodbye my friends

[flex4life]

True American spirit... be safe

 

[M.O.D]

please accept my humble apology for i didn't have the stomach to stick it out like i thought i could....i spent many hours at ground zero on sunday..i first met my friend on canal street where it was all blocked off...i was then walked down to the site and as it got closer so did the smell of death...once you are there you see something you dont see on tv or in the papers....you stand there in front of a giant pile of rubble..you look around and see the other building that were near very damnaged....from that point on it looks like you just entered the end of the world ..black out the workers in your eyes and there is not a sign of life....i didnt see any bodies...i really dont even think there are many bodies ..just body parts....as i stood in the bucket line you look in as its passed down to you..mostly just rocks and dust...but on some of those rocks is flesh and blood....my heart is so heavy right now...i tried so hard to just block it out while i was there but on the flight home it hit me hard....but there was one thing that did me in and i had to leave....at the end of the day on sunday as i walk back out there were hunderds of people un and down the street looking in..the following is what did me in and ripped me apart inside....there was a little girl standing there with a picture...so as i crossed back over she stopped me with a picture in her hand and asked...and i quote..." have you seen my daddy in there?"....ripped my fucking heart to peices....so i bent down and just told her..no but we all are looking...i didnt know what to say.....after that i just had to go home....i tried but i just couldnt go back there again....

i'm sorry i gave up but i just couldnt take one more second of being there again...

 

[supergirl]

MOD.. your heart was in the right place.. i give you credit for coming out and trying to help. It is heartwrenching and has taken it's toll on us all.. honestly, i wouldn't have wanted to see it up close and personal like you did.. listening to you was enough for me. Keep your chin up babes.. and hopefully your next visit to ny will be on a much happier note.

 

[wesdog]

mod, i don't believe that an apology is needed. what you did was very commendable. it's a hard thing to go in and do, and you didn't know unless you tried. much props to you bro. i leave for the marines in less than a week. i'm damn stoked.

 

[spongebob]

you did more than alot of other people would have done. thanks.

 

[Mr.Bo Janlges]

thanks

M.O.D. you did more then was asked of you and you did it freely and asked nothing in return. You and the other people that are doing such hard and draining work there deserve all the respect that I and the rest of the world can give you.
On a more personal level, I think the experience you went through was extremely traumatic and one that would have most definitely shaken me to the core. It's the stories like yours that make me and everyone else so compelled to avenge their deaths, we must not let what happened go without retribution.

 

[Laserdude]

You guys are everyones hero's maybe even more then the police.

You guys always are there when needed. God speed Bro.

I'll keep you on my list while your away, that list has gotten very long..............God speed.

 

[BigDdaGanjalist]

there was a little girl standing there with a picture...so as i crossed back over she stopped me with a picture in her hand and asked...and i quote..." have you seen my daddy in there?"....ripped my fucking heart to peices....so i bent down and just told her..no but we all are looking...i didnt know what to say.....after that i just had to go home....i tried but i just couldnt go back there again....

Im choking up here

 

[spentagn]

me too. the tears definitely are on the way. again. MOD, thanks for your efforts.