Hehe I dont think I want to come off for a long time it seems that after I come off for 6-8 months I lose a lot of my gains
That seems to be what it comes down to, an abnormally high amount of muscle is just that - abnormal, and given enough time, say 8-12 months, it will go back.
My new plan - continuous hard weight program - drug free. Get my body in a constant state of increased stimulus - the best natural drug I think. I really like the madcow mentality - there's no reason NOT to work body parts only 1x/week, and in fact it's only 2x or 3x that will create the conditions where your body realizes hey wait I need to grow.
Feels good so far, knowing that this is sustatinable long term. Crap, I sure will miss the speed + feeling of test though, what a great thing that is while it lasts.