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After much soul searching I have decided that it is in the BEST interest of everyone if I simply come CLEAN about the reality of my life and my DIVORCE (if I ever FUCKING get one)!!!!! The simple fact of the matter is that I met my hopefully soon to be EX in a sweaty, seedy, shithole gym and spent the next 12 that's right TWELVE fucking years of my life trying to conform my body to his desires. Over the course of our marriage he had me on every AAS that he thought would produce the body that HE wanted to FUCK! I have suffered eating disorders and undergone more than one cosmetic surgery at HIS request. My voice has been permanently destroyed, my clit is enlarged and I have to SHAVE MY ASS because HE INSISTED that D-BOL would give me RESULTS and that it would work even better if we added some PRO-fucking-VIRON to the mix. The pics that I have posted are sadly NOT what I currently look like.....rather I have become the SHE-MALE that everyone fears becoming. But I have also become psychologically addicted to all the drugs that he has had me on and my current regimine of Dbol/winny/proviron and a little test for good measure just isn't cutting it. The point I am trying to make girls is please, please, PLEASE don't FUCKING every let a man dictate what you do with YOUR body. I am paying the price and don't want ANYONE else to ever go thru what I have. I DO NOT condone the use of AAS but when you are wearing a wig and your CLIT has reached the 4" mark does it REALLY FUCKING MATTER ANYMORE.

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have a nice day
 
That's terrible Bikinimom, It saddens me to hear that there are guys who would actually do that. If you don't love somebody for who they are you should not be with them. I have a friend who I believe would probably try something like that, he dated a girl once & was like, yeah she's a little over weight but, maybe she can change that, for him of course. I've been on here asking several questions of you ladies about training & a cycle for my girlfriend & you've been gracious enough to help me but, I assure you they are all questions from her. I tell her on a daily basis when she is complaining about her body that she looks great & that I don't think she needs to change a thing. We are all no doubt attracted to a nice body but, it's what's inside that should be the deciding factor of who you are going to spend your life with. From reading your posts, you sound like a great woman as well as an excellent mother. Hope everything goes well for you, from the sound of it he doesn't deserve you. Good luck.....Supertech
 
1st off is this really you Bikinimom?

If so I have to say this is without a shadow of a doubt the BEST POST I have EVER seen you make. Id giving you a standing ovation if I could but my co-workers would look at me funny.

Finally somebody who can fucking admit to what has happened to themselves via drugs and their stupid muscle fetish ½ a fag significant others influence. While the rest of you take out your anger (usually on me lol) and wont admit that yeah you fucked yourselves in some aspects by taking drugs..YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE LADIES, but none of you have the GUTS or HEART to do what Bikinimom just did.

How big is your ex anyway? Like a friggen buck 95? And he wants YOU bigger LMFAO go figure.

I applaud you for the courage and HONESTY you finally have shown.

Brav-fucking-O!!


ps.. i finally see why you used to get SO MAD at me for making comments about how manly looking and all the other side effects these ladies are getting...it all makes sense now..well to be honest it ALWAYS made sense ;) ...people dont take such a strong offense to something someone said for NO REASON..many ladies share your experience (not neccesarrily the influence of their HUBBY but just from the drug use) and a lot of them posted in that thread entitled "what or who to look like"

I like you even more now BMOM - lol go figure :)
 
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Girl u know i love u!!!! And u do not look like a she-male...i just saw you a few months ago....not even close darling!!!! Good advice though to those that are considering using and listening to the male love of their life....U r awesome sweetie...and u have become a strong and independent woman...u have learned from your mistakes and u have become a better...smarter woman...sometimes we make the wrong decisions and rely on others for help....but its sometimes the wrong decisions that make us better people....sometimes we live w/ regrets...but u cant change the past...all u can do is focus on now and do what is u gotta do....u r beautiful inside and out....a sexy lil mofo:)
 
yeah BMOM u dont look manly but facial changes is only ONE of the MANY bad side effects so im sure you arent all that happy with the ones the avg joe cant see.

Look bottom line - ur Ex is a prick but, and i dont want u to take this the wrong way, he isnt to blame, he didt put a knife or gun to ur head, maybe you were just trusting of him and didnt know better in terms of the consequences of drug use, i dont know, but you allowed yourself to do what you did...think abuot it.....If he loved you as much as you loved him, and say you asked him to get a penis reduction cause it would make u love him more or take some estrogen pills to make his face more feminine and “gq looking” (cough GAY) I GUARANTEE he would laugh in ur face…I think u let him take advantage of u, yes u should hate him for being a ½ a fag muscle fetish freak, but you were willing, at least this is what it seems?

I could be wrong, as I don’t know specific details, I mean I don’t know and I doubt but who knows, maybe he “hinted” to leaving you if you didn’t do these things…but still its not ALL his fault. But hes still a prick ;) regardless.
 
BMOM, are you still there?? Were you hacked, or is this the real story?? Love ya either way.
 
I have to agree...this is all total BULLSHIT...this is NOT the BMOM I know and this is not the true story...what the fuck is going on here?
 
yeah like i said b4, is it really her??

now that i look again thats one HUGE paragraph, BMOM usually has like 18 paragraphs when she posts..

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
 
It's not her!

I don't think this is her everyone, there's a post on Between the sheets about crossing over to be a lesbian. That's pretty fuct up if it's not her that started this thread, whoever it is should have their ass kicked for strating this shit. Maybe we're wrong but, I doubt it!:mad:


Don't mods have the ability to get the address of the user?
 
I just got off the phone with her and it seems that she has had enough of the crap. Think this is all some sort of a stress reaction to everything her ex has put her through but she is going to be fine. Apparently there were many things that she kept to herself and has decided to unload it all at one time. Not to worry everyone BMOM is going to be just fine.
 
Temple come on that cant be real..unless shes on some SERIOUS drugs and LSD..did you see the shit she wrote? the GRAPHIC descriptions..how can it be her? or if it IS then shes just fucking around and theres NO truth to what she wrote.

temple is that really u or the hacker got ur account too? lol

damn maybe im not even me and this isnt me posting..omg im losing my mind!! LMFAO
 
I think all us ladies who are accustomed to pulling ourselves up by the bootstraps on a regular basis stumble every now and then. :) It's a momentary blip in your super-human resolve and strength I am sure :) Sometimes it just feels good to feel...no matter what the emotion....

But, I’m glad to see she has a strong support system to help her get over this bump…

Hang in there B-mom :) I'm sending some prayers your way....
 
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well i'm a firm believer that you have to allow yourself these moments once in a while to let off the pain/steam... then carry on.

she's a strong woman and i wish her well.
 
Finally..... I don't have to keep quiet anymore, Bmom you got guts for what you said and there is a doctor I know that can take care of your "little friend". You trying to keep up with FC has left you in a hormonal nightmare you will never wake from. But hey you still look pretty good for a 30 plus mother of 4 ;)
 
BMOM -

Im sorry I was always under the impression that the body you now have was the body YOU desired, I never heard you mention your husband pushing you one way or the other while yall were still together....Im confused......
 
I must admit I have often wondered how Bmom kept up with FC when FC was jacked and Bmom presumably wasn't. Now it all makes more sense. Oh dear, like the title of the thread, Girl's (and women) Beware. Your body is a temple and you should scrutinize EVERYTHING you put in it even if your bestest buddy/partner tells you otherwise. This is a classic thread already in my opinion. Good luck Bmom. I hope you keep us up to date on how things progress.
 
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I must admit I have often wondered how Bmom kept up with FC when FC was jacked and Bmom presumably wasn't. Now it all makes more sense. Oh dear, like the title of the thread, Girl's (and women) Beware. Your body is a temple and you should scrutinize EVERYTHING you put in it even if your bestest buddy/partner tells you otherwise. This is a classic thread already in my opinion. Good luck Bmom. I hope you keep us up to date on how things progress.
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It all comes down to ego, ive said it oh many 1000 times.
Im glad people are starting to see the LIGHT!
 
Originally posted by Temple01
I just got off the phone with her and it seems that she has had enough of the crap. Think this is all some sort of a stress reaction to everything her ex has put her through but she is going to be fine. Apparently there were many things that she kept to herself and has decided to unload it all at one time. Not to worry everyone BMOM is going to be just fine.
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Thank You Temple01...I would have worried if I had thought she did not have someone to talk with when she needed it today.

Stay strong "E"....You have control of YOUR life now! No one can take that away from you again! YOU will survive , the ex on the other hand, needs to fight his demons before it destroys anything decent/civil left of his being.

You, in my eyes, will always be the pretty angel with sad eyes that I met in Columbus a few years ago! Beautiful, strong and every bit the lady!

Freedom is on it's way...Your future choices are your's alone! I told you before..DIG DEEP LADY...THE REST WILL FOLLOW! Slow and steady...BE TRUE TO YOU!

AND.......THUMB YOUR NOSE AT ALL OF THE RAT BASTARDS ALONG THE WAY!


Gabrielle
 
bikinimom,

i don't know you, but i have been where you are. i know you recently started dancing and i know what you are going thru. i worked at a titty bar for a while and what happens is you have all these people blowing wads over you and you lose your head for a while. you sometimes do things you might not ever have thought yourself capable of. it is a strange feeling. it will pass. don't lose yourself completely in this lifestyle. take care and be careful
 
Hey Bmom

I have been reading your posts since I have been on the boards.

You are obviously a woman of great strength and your posts have always been sweet AND intelligent

This life keeps sending us lessons in different packages untill we learn them.

You need anything-- I am serious girl--even some bills paid...email me.



Athena
 
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Whatever you think you've done to yourself, you've got more friends than you'll ever need right here so don't worry about what anyone else thinks.

you've got A LOT going for you girl!....

Keep your head up. A good life is ahead of you....
 
fistfullofsteel said:


What's so funny? I don't find this funny. None of us do.
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Um its BEYOND amusing..not THIS thread but the sheets board she posted on about being a lesbo, filming gang bangs, marrying a woman or some shit and raising her kids with her, sucking clit, yada yada...so that doesnt even raise an eyebrow for you? Like I said I still cant believe she posted that shit and if she did then damn thats funny cool and freaky...no denying that. This thread though is a little disturbing as we all agree.

So whats the problem??
 
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Um its BEYOND amusing..not THIS thread but the sheets board she posted on about being a lesbo, filming gang bangs, marrying a woman or some shit and raising her kids with her, sucking clit, yada yada...so that doesnt even raise an eyebrow for you? Like I said I still cant believe she posted that shit and if she did then damn thats funny cool and freaky...no denying that. This thread though is a little disturbing as we all agree.

So whats the problem??
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yes, it does raise an eyebrow for me because if a female in my family did it i wouldn't be happy. she isn't my family and maybe i need to be more open minded, but i still don't find anything funny about the whole situation and the most of us aren't laughing either. would it be funny if your mother, sister or cousin posted something like what she posted? let's just pretend.

why do post on the women's board on a regular basis? there is a male moderator already who is very good at assisting the women here.
 
fistfullofsteel said:





why do post on the women's board on a regular basis? there is a male moderator already who is very good at assisting the women here.
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hmmmm good question..let me get back to you on that one


;)
 
Sadly these are all the text book reactions a woman who is in an abusive relationship would exhibit.
Not only physically abusive, but mentally abusive. Im not saying it is or isnt so, but a 1st year psychology class would tell you that the man in this relationship would have been either physically or mentally abusive or both...

Its tragic because what she did she did only out of love and (even if it was misguided) a desire to please her spouse and see him happy. Its a testement to her personal strength that she was able to finally see what happened and acknowledge it. Many people will live their entire lives out not realizing that they are defining themselves based on another person. Its never too late to break out of this self destructive cycle, so for her to do so is the wisest and healthiest thing shes ever done for herself.

I did go look at the sheets thread, I dont go to any of the other boards on here otherwise, but being as it was Bmom and something is wrong I needed to see...

Regardless of the content of what she said, its obvious that she is hurting. Any relationship she chooses to have is her choice and in some ways may be part of the healing process. But I dont think it should be trivialized the way it has been over there... but then again, thats why i dont go over there.

Anyway, she is strong. She raised three good healthy children under the eye of a controlling, manipulative asshole. She was able to see him for what he was and break free. I have every confidence she will get through this and do what is right for HER!
 
Not funny, very sad post. But once again, I gotta ask "who cares" what Bmom has posted on the sheets or chat board. She was giving good advice to women about the pitfalls of drugs and BB on THIS board. It is none of our business what she says she does on other boards.

And if this WERE the chat board then all I can say to "being a lesbo, filming gang bangs, marrying a woman or some shit and raising her kids with her, sucking clit, yada yada" is that maybe you should grow up. Between two or more consenting adults it is none of our business what they do in private. Do you think it is any more appropriate for a man to talk about sucking a women's clit than for a women to talk about it?? Clit sucking is clit sucking. Close your eyes and you can't tell who's at the other end. I think it would be inappropriate for Bmom to do this literally in front of her kids, but behind a closed door I think all it will do is make her kids broader minded adults. I am incensed to think that her being with another woman could jeopardize her custody claims. I thought America was the home of the free..........
 
I agree, MS, on all your points, but I do think she should be careful, because, sadly, this kind of post could easily be used to take her kids away from her, given that she's in a nasty divorce situation.

Wyst
 
MS said:


And if this WERE the chat board then all I can say to "being a lesbo, filming gang bangs, marrying a woman or some shit and raising her kids with her, sucking clit, yada yada" is that maybe you should grow up. Between two or more consenting adults it is none of our business what they do in private. Do you think it is any more appropriate for a man to talk about sucking a women's clit than for a women to talk about it?? Clit sucking is clit sucking. Close your eyes and you can't tell who's at the other end. I think it would be inappropriate for Bmom to do this literally in front of her kids, but behind a closed door I think all it will do is make her kids broader minded adults. I am incensed to think that her being with another woman could jeopardize her custody claims. I thought America was the home of the free..........
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Um why should "I" grow up? I saw NOTHING wrong with her post and now IM the bag guy lol where do u people come up with this shit?

and on the topic of growing up..a mother of 3 kids...should be the one you tell to grow up who posts that kinda shit on an internet chat site.

but like i said i have no problem with the lesbian and gang bang post she made, but i think YOU do. To each their own RIGHT MS?
 
My comments were also partly aimed at fistfullofsteel, but you're the one that keeps bringing up people's sexual exploits (including your own and various un named pros) as if it were relevant. I truly don't care who does what to whom. I have no problems with Bmom forming her own harem if that's what makes her happy. I'm just not sure why you want to drag chat topics over hear so often. But I was also upset by some references on that chat board conversation (I normally avoid the chat board like the plague but I made an exception in this case) to Bmom's sexual preferences affecting her perceived ability as a mother. Thats' just plain warped.
Can we bring this back on topic, which is basically "be careful what you put in your body".
 
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My comments were also partly aimed at fistfullofsteel, but you're the one that keeps bringing up people's sexual exploits (including your own and various un named pros) as if it were relevant. I truly don't care who does what to whom. I have no problems with Bmom forming her own harem if that's what makes her happy. I'm just not sure why you want to drag chat topics over hear so often. But I was also upset by some references on that chat board conversation (I normally avoid the chat board like the plague but I made an exception in this case) to Bmom's sexual preferences affecting her perceived ability as a mother. Thats' just plain warped.
Can we bring this back on topic, which is basically "be careful what you put in your body".
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her sexuality doesn't really bother me. there is nothing wrong with being bi-sexual. i am upset about her having to do exotic dancing and do extra on the side because her ex-husband is a bastard. of course maybe she can earn the money other ways, but I totally don't know her situation.


i do care about my fellow citizens weither it be on the board or any other shape way or form of communication. if i read in a newspaper that an officer died on duty, i get upset, even though i might not know that person. i care about my fellow countrymen and countrywomen.
 
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