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Getting bad with the G again

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Damn I hate it when this happens. Not sure if many of you can relate. I have been using the G a lot lately everyday. I go home and try not to do it but those fuckin caps start calling me as soon as I go through the door. One cap becomes two, two becomes three, three becomes foor and then I pass out. I get so fuckin hungry that I eat so much that I don't want to work out. Then during the night I wake up every couple of hours. The worst part is I wake up fully rested probably too well rested that I feel tired. I also am getting dark circles under my eyes from too much sleep. I have to stop this shit because it is no good b/c I have been here before and need to just limit it to weekends only. Problem is that I have been sort of depressed lately and this is when I get a little of control. Seems like their is always an excuse . Like tonight I am going out with this hot girl to a lounge and I don't want to drink, but I don't want to be sober either. Then the weekend is here, fuck man it seems that there is always an excuse.
 
1Mistake said:
Take all of your G and put it somewhere else. If its lying around the house you will be drawn to take it

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very true

i dont do drugs...but i eat like a freak of nature at night...so i literally leave ALL my carb and snack foods at my job or in the car so i dont have access to them when i wake up at night.
 
bro, i know exactly where you are, i use it due to anxiety and sometimes slight bouts with depression, but it usually just ends up making me feelw worse after the shit wears off. I've started taking .5mg of xanax twice a day and its helped me.
 
Thanks will have to put it somewhere else. Thought I would be able to more selective when using it, but I am going through some shit now and looking for escape. When I do the G I am happy as a pig in shit. Guess I will have to do without but I know it will be hard. I locked it up in my safe in the past and gave my friend the key, but later in the day I was hunting his ass down to get the key back. Not sure where I should put it though b/c I will more than likely go looking for it.
 
Harsh as it may seem, but you are addicted, probably physically by now.

You're probably best off not using it at all, even on weekends.

Also, the notion that you're well rested when waking up after 4 hours is sort off a myth, the reason you wake up in an alert state after 4 hours of sleep is because of the dopamine surge that occurs at this time from the g.

I wish you luck. I visited a board for help with g addition from curiosity and I read some nasty stuff there.
 
Moderation is key bro

When you start taking stuff everyday you create a problem, you already know this.

I mainly use G so I dont have to drink. Plus I am much more out going on G. I keep it stictly to weekends.

Get back on track, eat right, start training again. Focus mainly on training, it is a great escape if you can put all of you neg energy (or whatever is bringing you down) into it.

good luck

Send me a pm if you need to talk

Peace
 
bro i know exactly how you feel. Your not addicted to it, your self medicating yourself. My doctor wanted to put me on anti depressants for a while but i don't want to go on them due to the side effects. I pretend that G is my anti depressant and it's not a problem that i do it everyday since i'd be doing anti depressants everyday. Oh well, just my way of making me feel better about my dependency (NOT addiction).

I def hear about the part of wanting to take off a while but then there's always an excuse. Not drinking really doesn't help this situation because it's hard to stay sober when everyone is getting fuct up around you. Hope you feel better bro...
 
Thats because G makes a man feel like no other. Horney as hell, big ass hard ons, you feel great happy. This is why it is hard to stop. I will do my best to prove to myself that I am in control and try to slow down until Labor Day. Then I am going to South Beach for 4 days and I got to bring the G bug with me.

Thanks for your support guys. For those of you that use you understand what I am going through. Life is a constant struggle.
 
im so jealous you are going to SB :) me and my bf brought G down there, took some shots @ Space, was pretty nice, you'll have a blast....wish i could hear Tennaglia spin @ Space tho, that should be insane, Sept 1st!!
 
not true for me euphoria, G jacks me up now, it used to pass me out, but for some reason now i can't sleep for shit on it unless i take an ungodly amount.
 
i think the first week of coming off you'll experience some anxiety, i usually do, but never problems sleeping. I know the pain your going through, the worst is coming off juice AND trying to stop G. I'm just trying to decide whether it's worth giving it up or not, it seems to make my life better (but that could be just rationalizing of a weak mind, who the fuck knows). Either way good luck buddy, i def feel ya.
 
glad to hear that you have some common sense and you're trying to get control over this now, before its too late and turns into a serious problem. its just way too damn easy to get caught up in any drug. good luck!!!
 
Well last night I did not do any G. Went out on a date w/girl who knows that I do it. She was bitching at me the whole night saying that I looked real jumpy and that I need to stop the g. I told her I wasn't on and she didn't believe. Actually really wasn't and at the time wish I was if I was going to be accused. I had the worst time not b/c of G, but b/c I realized that she is so insecure w/herself and she thinks someone who is secure with themselve is cocky. Not the case.

Anyway sleep was rough and almost nonexistent last night. Fuckin hamstrings kept cramping up all night from heavy legs a couple days ago. I love doing the G, but I realize it is getting too habitual which is not cool. Last time when I got real real bad I lost my mind and hallucinated like no other. Thought I was in a fucked up horror movie with my friends as the main characters. Scary shit and lasted for a few days and don't want to get to that level again. Next few days will be a little crazy, but I need to get it out of my system for the time being.
 
nikolai_bolkov said:
Harsh as it may seem, but you are addicted, probably physically by now.

You're probably best off not using it at all, even on weekends.

Also, the notion that you're well rested when waking up after 4 hours is sort off a myth, the reason you wake up in an alert state after 4 hours of sleep is because of the dopamine surge that occurs at this time from the g.

I wish you luck. I visited a board for help with g addition from curiosity and I read some nasty stuff there.
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nikolai- schmoo whatever you call yourself

I'm curious as well where is this g addict board?
 
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