Getting bad with the G again

[Machiavellian Muscle]

Damn I hate it when this happens. Not sure if many of you can relate. I have been using the G a lot lately everyday. I go home and try not to do it but those fuckin caps start calling me as soon as I go through the door. One cap becomes two, two becomes three, three becomes foor and then I pass out. I get so fuckin hungry that I eat so much that I don't want to work out. Then during the night I wake up every couple of hours. The worst part is I wake up fully rested probably too well rested that I feel tired. I also am getting dark circles under my eyes from too much sleep. I have to stop this shit because it is no good b/c I have been here before and need to just limit it to weekends only. Problem is that I have been sort of depressed lately and this is when I get a little of control. Seems like their is always an excuse . Like tonight I am going out with this hot girl to a lounge and I don't want to drink, but I don't want to be sober either. Then the weekend is here, fuck man it seems that there is always an excuse.

 

[1Mistake]

Take all of your G and put it somewhere else. If its lying around the house you will be drawn to take it

J

 

[NY Muscle]

Take all of your G and put it somewhere else. If its lying around the house you will be drawn to take it

J

very true

i dont do drugs...but i eat like a freak of nature at night...so i literally leave ALL my carb and snack foods at my job or in the car so i dont have access to them when i wake up at night.

 

[drrman]

bro, i know exactly where you are, i use it due to anxiety and sometimes slight bouts with depression, but it usually just ends up making me feelw worse after the shit wears off. I've started taking .5mg of xanax twice a day and its helped me.

 

[Machiavellian Muscle]

Thanks will have to put it somewhere else. Thought I would be able to more selective when using it, but I am going through some shit now and looking for escape. When I do the G I am happy as a pig in shit. Guess I will have to do without but I know it will be hard. I locked it up in my safe in the past and gave my friend the key, but later in the day I was hunting his ass down to get the key back. Not sure where I should put it though b/c I will more than likely go looking for it.

 

[nikolai_bolkov]

Harsh as it may seem, but you are addicted, probably physically by now.

You're probably best off not using it at all, even on weekends.

Also, the notion that you're well rested when waking up after 4 hours is sort off a myth, the reason you wake up in an alert state after 4 hours of sleep is because of the dopamine surge that occurs at this time from the g.

I wish you luck. I visited a board for help with g addition from curiosity and I read some nasty stuff there.

 

[Torch]

Moderation is key bro

When you start taking stuff everyday you create a problem, you already know this.

I mainly use G so I dont have to drink. Plus I am much more out going on G. I keep it stictly to weekends.

Get back on track, eat right, start training again. Focus mainly on training, it is a great escape if you can put all of you neg energy (or whatever is bringing you down) into it.

good luck

Send me a pm if you need to talk

Peace

 

[V-SHAPE 2]

Just reminded me that my G supply is running lowww..Need a refill soon.

 

[neo1605]

Send it all to me......I'll hold on to it for ya.

 

[harddtime]

bro i know exactly how you feel. Your not addicted to it, your self medicating yourself. My doctor wanted to put me on anti depressants for a while but i don't want to go on them due to the side effects. I pretend that G is my anti depressant and it's not a problem that i do it everyday since i'd be doing anti depressants everyday. Oh well, just my way of making me feel better about my dependency (NOT addiction).

I def hear about the part of wanting to take off a while but then there's always an excuse. Not drinking really doesn't help this situation because it's hard to stay sober when everyone is getting fuct up around you. Hope you feel better bro...