I did think about that after I posted that.
I won't pretend to know what would happen if I was put through a sensational trial with media attention or how I would act if I was mentally unset. I'm like, 95% sure I would never draw a gun on anyone to intimidate or threaten them though.
But, I mean I only own one gun and it's pink and it sits in a sequin bag and I forget I have it. So maybe that's the difference. Idk.