Fuck Ive been useless lately

[theoak01]

after this break up last week,I totally let my responsibilities goto shit

I did get most of my workouts in early last week,but fuck all I seem to do is hang out with this new girl,or sit thinking about various things and next thing I know hours have gone by.

my classes are suffering,I just started a cycle and am certainly not eating enough to maintain muscle on a ethiopian.

and this new girl is a confusing one thats for sure,one minute shes totally into me,ie I crashed at her place in her bed last night,next she seems withdrawn,prob just wants to take it slow,but ive been out of the game for so long I can sort through such signals anymore.

but one thing I know is I gotta get my shit together before I turn into flexygel

 

[Devastation]

lol

 

[theoak01]

dont laugh fucker,its like learning to walk all over again

 

[biteme]

after this break up last week,I totally let my responsibilities goto shit

I did get most of my workouts in early last week,but fuck all I seem to do is hang out with this new girl,or sit thinking about various things and next thing I know hours have gone by.

my classes are suffering,I just started a cycle and am certainly not eating enough to maintain muscle on a ethiopian.

and this new girl is a confusing one thats for sure,one minute shes totally into me,ie I crashed at her place in her bed last night,next she seems withdrawn,prob just wants to take it slow,but ive been out of the game for so long I can sort through such signals anymore.

but one thing I know is I gotta get my shit together before I turn into flexygel

You're gonna be alright. Just hang in there. Nothing is as bad as it seems and things will get better. Unless you're dying, which you're not. You've got your health, which means you've got everything. Hope this helps.

 

[Forge]

dont laugh fucker,its like learning to walk all over again

Tell me about it. I still have trouble sleeping at night, I almost fall asleep and then I find myself reaching for her, which of course she isn't there and I snap wide awake and have to start all over again. At least you have some new pussy to dull the pain.




Learning to live again is killing me...

 

[theoak01]

certainly did help bro,I know it will get better,its just odd taking baby steps again,when Im usually a leaps and bounds kinda guy who knows what he wants and how to get it

 

[Devastation]

i was laughing at the flxygel comment. girls just want to satisfied. you'll do fine bro

 

[theoak01]

. At least you have some new pussy to dull the pain.




Learning to live again is killing me...

this could actually be fucking me up more in the end as Im already sleeping in the same bed as the new girl,but we havent done anything yet,not held hands or hugged,kissed,nothing,which I find odd,but dont know how to approach it because a week ago this shit was there without asking or worrying if it wasnt wanted.

I am also worried about creeping ash out as this morning I woke up holding her,which I dunno if she was cool with but seemed happy

 

[alien amp pharm]

Tell me about it. I still have trouble sleeping at night, I almost fall asleep and then I find myself reaching for her, which of course she isn't there and I snap wide awake and have to start all over again.

That is the worse part IMO. Not having someone there to hold onto at night after you FINALLY get to sleep.

I had to go thru it with my exfiance of 3 1/2 years and now recently with the other ex.

Another killer for me is having a good dream about the ex and then waking up only to realize it was only a dream.

 

[Zebo]

after this break up last week,I totally let my responsibilities goto shit

I did get most of my workouts in early last week,but fuck all I seem to do is hang out with this new girl,or sit thinking about various things and next thing I know hours have gone by.

my classes are suffering,I just started a cycle and am certainly not eating enough to maintain muscle on a ethiopian.

and this new girl is a confusing one thats for sure,one minute shes totally into me,ie I crashed at her place in her bed last night,next she seems withdrawn,prob just wants to take it slow,but ive been out of the game for so long I can sort through such signals anymore.

but one thing I know is I gotta get my shit together before I turn into flexygel

I wish I had your problem and you had my years....lol

You'll be fine man. Take each day as it comes and try to enjoy living.
This ain't no dress rehearsal. Make the most out of each moment and be glad you're alive to have it.

 

[Subzeero]

That is the worse part IMO. Not having someone there to hold onto at night after you FINALLY get to sleep.

I had to go thru it with my exfiance of 3 1/2 years and now recently with the other ex.

Another killer for me is having a good dream about the ex and then waking up only to realize it was only a dream.

fuck ya, the 5 seconds after you open your eyes confused is the best part. Then when u realize the reality, its like jumping off a cliff.

 

[slickdadd]

You sleep together but haven't hugged, held hands or kissed? Dude at least plant one on her. She might start to wonder otherwise.

 

[alien amp pharm]

You sleep together but haven't hugged, held hands or kissed? Dude at least plant one on her. She might start to wonder otherwise.

For real. He's starting to sound like that alienamppharm pansy.

 

[jh1]

You sleep together but haven't hugged, held hands or kissed? Dude at least plant one on her. She might start to wonder otherwise.

Ditto bro.

What are you doing in her bed if you haven't at least kissed her and were trying to get some?

You got rid of your girl for another girl and you aren't even sure what she is to you? I hope you got rid of your other girl because it wasn't working out and not because you had hopes for this.

 

[theoak01]

ya bro I know,its fucked,but like I said its like learning to walk again,and I dont want to make the same mistakes I have in the past by moving to fast and scarring her off

 

[theoak01]

Ditto bro.

What are you doing in her bed if you haven't at least kissed her and were trying to get some?

You got rid of your girl for another girl and you aren't even sure what she is to you? I hope you got rid of your other girl because it wasn't working out and not because you had hopes for this.

I got out because the relationship went on way to long and I wasnt happy nor were my needs being met,and everything we did was dictated by her loonie parents,because I dont have a car and she does but its their car.

I want to kiss ashleigh,but with them mixed signals it throws me for quite the loop

 

[Forge]

ya bro I know,its fucked,but like I said its like learning to walk again,and I dont want to make the same mistakes I have in the past by moving to fast and scarring her off

You sound young. I used to think like that, then I realized that the more I waited the less they were interested. Move in and let her know you are into her, if she isn't ready she will let you know. If you wait you risk entering the "friend zone" where there is no coming back from...

 

[slickdadd]

Well kiss her. If she doesn't kiss you back. Leave her alone and stop wasting your time. You slept in the same bed. I would think you'll be alright.

 

[theoak01]

Well kiss her. If she doesn't kiss you back. Leave her alone and stop wasting your time. You slept in the same bed. I would think you'll be alright.

thats what Im thinking,so we will see how shit goes next time we are together.

Forge-your right I am young,only 20,and Ive just wasted three years of my young life, which sucks.

Ill take your guys advice however because you seem to have much more experience then me

 

[alien amp pharm]

Ill take your guys advice however because you seem to have much more experience then me

Not really. I'm 28 and I still don't know what the hell I'm doing.

 

[theoak01]

looks like im fucked then arent I,lol

Im just gonna take baby steps and be careful in what I do

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

good luck

 

[sigweed]

my roomate has a lot of girls that like him... but not in that way. they see him as harmless and friendly, and hes slept in quite a few girls' beds, but never kissed them or anything because they werent looking for that... so who knows.

 

[slickdadd]

my roomate has a lot of girls that like him... but not in that way. they see him as harmless and friendly, and hes slept in quite a few girls' beds, but never kissed them or anything because they werent looking for that... so who knows.

what a douche

 

[theoak01]

I talked to ash and we sorted shit out,see I was honest to all her questions from the get go,and she asked if I ever cheated on anyone before,and being honest I said yes,and because she just got out of a bad relationship where her guy cheated 5 times,its gonna take time to build her trust so for now we are dating and we decided she will let me know when we start stepping things up,like for now hugging and holding hands is cool,but thats it,which Im cool with.

this sure looks promising thats for sure