FROM FLEXED1 I AM HOME (long)

[haxedout]

WOW, this was the first time I have read this post. My other half brought in copies from chat and the mod baord for me. They kept me in good spirits and where kept on a table by my bed.

Its been a very painful 10 days. I am still very weak and mostly sleep since I got home yesterday. Life has changed in the past two weeks. You are all so very kind to have posted such great thoughts and prayers. I had many phone calls from elite members and it was great to hear voices to put to names. Except Bouncer who kept waking me up with a deep Irish accent. Made me crack up.

This visit was not steriod releated. I've always done moderate doses though I do mix in quite a few things at contest time so it may have pushed or accelerated the problem. It was accute pancreatis and my second bought. It was kidney stones ( 6 new ones) but I have had 3 surguries on these and well over 100 stones. It was enlarged prostate ( steriods for sure) my prostate is huge and I am on medication. My liver was because of being exsposed to hep c but my body fought it off years ago and my enzymes will alwasy be high and I will never get it or pass it. It was interesting how I amy have got it back 9 years ago or so. Snorting coke through a straw with others. Blood in the nose they have hep c guess what we all do now. There was nothing else i have done except that.

To those on the chat board and on other board who dished me, wished for my kidneys to expolde and claimed I had no insurance it s called Karma and it will come back and bite you in the ass. In real life the people who know who I am laugh at shit like that. I have more money than god and 100% insurance and have never posted on not having insurance. It was my friends and there concern.

You are all great people and your commments today had me in tears. I never knew folks cared so much about me and it felt great. All I can say is THANKS.

I WILL NOT COMPETE AGIN BUT i WILL CONTINUE TO LIFT AND EST THE LIFESTYLE BUT WILL NOW ENJOY MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE AND MY OTHER HALF WHO WAS WITH ME DAY AND NIGHT AND SPENT EVRY NIGHT BY MY BED. THATS WHAT LIFE IS REALLY ABOUT.

My doctor will moniter my blood and I amy go on small cycles here and there but no stage and no pushing the envelope. My family and friends and a fun life are in my future.

god bless

glad to see you doing well and home bro... i was wonderin how you was doing.. get healthy bro...

 

[bigmag]

I'm glad to see you are better flexed1....I hope that things continue to get better for you. Again...I really appreciate all your help and advice for my comp. You are truly a good guy, I'm sorry that things like that had to happen to you. Those kind of things should be happening to those kinds of people who were talking shit about you. I'm sorry you won't be able to compete at the LSC with me...I was looking forward to meeting you and thanking you in person. I tell you what....I will dedicate my performance at the show to you!!!

bigmag

P.S.
I know you're not competing but are you going to be able to be there. If so, I'd still like to meet you and thank you in person. Thanks again!!!

 

[siceone]

I don't really know you bro and I kinda lurk here but I enjoy your posts and you seem like a great person.. I am glad you are back home and I hope you make a full recovery and come back stronger than ever !!!

Its good to see good people getting a second chance !!

 

[argent]

Great to hear that your improving bro!!! I am honestly glad that everything seems to working out for you. Me and the people around me were and still are pulling for you.

And to all the fucking goons who posted about Flex's kidneys exploding and what not: insert foot in mouth biatchs,

 

[King_of_Spades]

I glad you ok bro.

 

[rippazoid]

Glad to have you back and mostly your family Im sure is glad to have you back. You are right about pushing the envelope just for a trophy. I have just qualified for nat'l competition but I just dont think I have what it takes or am willing to take the quantity of gear it will take to compete at that level. I am willing to do only so much. I too am married and have a 5 year old and that is what is really important. I might do a JR USA or JR Natl in a year or 2 and if I place last so be it. I am not going to take 2k mg or more a week along with all the GH and still not make the top 5.

 

[wizardnor]

I hate to see a Iron Warrior go down, i am glad you aredoing better

FLEXED-glad to hear that you are going to make it! Although we have never met or talked, I have prayed for you since I first read the post that you were sick. I have two friends that competed for years, one just underwent a kidney transplant, the other is on brain surgery number 16.

I saw your pics just before you got sick, remember:
NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY ACHIEVED!
Any time you get depressed just look at your pics.

Iron Warriors Never Surrender!!!

 

[cinnabar8521]

Hey flexed glad to see you gotta second chance many don't. life is so much sweeter when you've stood in the vally of death enjoy it. Wecome back bro

 

[solidspine]

flexed1


Welcome home and thank you for the update,

We will all say a prayer of thanks that you are getting better, hope for a healthy future.

Take care.

 

[GearedChupaCabra]

Great to have you back brutha and more then nothing lets thank God for having you back on your feet ...stay possitive.

peace!

GCC