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i just realized a good "friend" of mine is "one of those".
for my friends, it doesnt matter if they walk up to someone they dont know and start talking shit, over the stupidest thing. ill go up and support them and have their back and make the arguement as big or as little as they want me to. i dont even care how stupid we look, cause i have their back, and thats all that matters cause we are buddies.
well iv been friends with one kid who is a fucking prick, and im a dick back now, and i used to think it was my fault and not be able to figure out what i was doing wrong untill i realized that the kid is just a fuckin bitch and the reason i subconciously hate him (aside from him being a dick) is because he NEVER has my back.
hes one of those people who thinks he decides "whats cool" or whats funny and isnt funny, whose cool, whose gay, etc. ud think being roomates with someone for a year and good friends before that would make someone want to have my back, especially since iv never not.
i realized it because we were on this feild to smoke, that i had just driven everyone 15 minutes to get to, and they tell me that they reminded me that i forgot the weed, even though if they reminded me, they did the shittiest job ever cause we were in the middle of the feild with no weed.
right before that there were deer on the feild and we thought it was dogs and everyone was scared, but i just ran after them and chased them away cause everyone else was too scared to and i turn around and the friend im bitching about runs after me. im like "wow this is the first time uv ever had my back on anything", and then realized hes not my friend.
so im with these 2 girls also, who iv been smoking with occasionally, and trying to be nice to and work on being personable towards women, and they have weed too. but so my friends refuse to go back with me to my car which is like another 10 minute walk, because "its my fault for forgetting the weed". even though 2 out of 3 of the kids didnt even pay for any of it. so the girls are nicer to me than my actual friends and walk back with me to my car, we get it, and they smoke me up with some of their weed which doesnt affect my friends smoking in anyway. as soon as i get there they start being a fucking dickhead to me calling me a fag for smoking without them.
but in reality, it wasnt their weed, we had t owalk a fuckload while they got to chill, so we may as well enjoy our walk. also i had just driven them there. and at least 5 times for each of my 2 good friends that were there (the 3rd one is a new friend i dont know him as well), iv had blunts waiting for them to get off work or come back from family functions. but 2 days ago they had already smoked and told me theyd wait till after my family dinner to smoke a 2nd time, and text me even before my dinner starts saying they dont wanna wait. they are fucking dicks.
but ya so the one who i actually dont like (the roomate) never has my back just in general in any situation he will jump at any chance to be a dickhead to me. hes 130 pounds and i used to be physical as shit and fight with people (like amicably wreslte around), but my friend would talk shit and id like get him n a choke all happy and hed start crying like a fucking bitch. but then hed go hit people his size and smaller. i realize its because hes a scared jealous faggot.
Edit:
Cliffnotes: i have one friend who is a fucking dickhead, and instead of having my back is a dickhead to me or starts being a prick to me at any chance he gets or teams up with people we just met to be a dick to me. even though i always have his back.
for my friends, it doesnt matter if they walk up to someone they dont know and start talking shit, over the stupidest thing. ill go up and support them and have their back and make the arguement as big or as little as they want me to. i dont even care how stupid we look, cause i have their back, and thats all that matters cause we are buddies.
well iv been friends with one kid who is a fucking prick, and im a dick back now, and i used to think it was my fault and not be able to figure out what i was doing wrong untill i realized that the kid is just a fuckin bitch and the reason i subconciously hate him (aside from him being a dick) is because he NEVER has my back.
hes one of those people who thinks he decides "whats cool" or whats funny and isnt funny, whose cool, whose gay, etc. ud think being roomates with someone for a year and good friends before that would make someone want to have my back, especially since iv never not.
i realized it because we were on this feild to smoke, that i had just driven everyone 15 minutes to get to, and they tell me that they reminded me that i forgot the weed, even though if they reminded me, they did the shittiest job ever cause we were in the middle of the feild with no weed.
right before that there were deer on the feild and we thought it was dogs and everyone was scared, but i just ran after them and chased them away cause everyone else was too scared to and i turn around and the friend im bitching about runs after me. im like "wow this is the first time uv ever had my back on anything", and then realized hes not my friend.
so im with these 2 girls also, who iv been smoking with occasionally, and trying to be nice to and work on being personable towards women, and they have weed too. but so my friends refuse to go back with me to my car which is like another 10 minute walk, because "its my fault for forgetting the weed". even though 2 out of 3 of the kids didnt even pay for any of it. so the girls are nicer to me than my actual friends and walk back with me to my car, we get it, and they smoke me up with some of their weed which doesnt affect my friends smoking in anyway. as soon as i get there they start being a fucking dickhead to me calling me a fag for smoking without them.
but in reality, it wasnt their weed, we had t owalk a fuckload while they got to chill, so we may as well enjoy our walk. also i had just driven them there. and at least 5 times for each of my 2 good friends that were there (the 3rd one is a new friend i dont know him as well), iv had blunts waiting for them to get off work or come back from family functions. but 2 days ago they had already smoked and told me theyd wait till after my family dinner to smoke a 2nd time, and text me even before my dinner starts saying they dont wanna wait. they are fucking dicks.
but ya so the one who i actually dont like (the roomate) never has my back just in general in any situation he will jump at any chance to be a dickhead to me. hes 130 pounds and i used to be physical as shit and fight with people (like amicably wreslte around), but my friend would talk shit and id like get him n a choke all happy and hed start crying like a fucking bitch. but then hed go hit people his size and smaller. i realize its because hes a scared jealous faggot.
Edit:
Cliffnotes: i have one friend who is a fucking dickhead, and instead of having my back is a dickhead to me or starts being a prick to me at any chance he gets or teams up with people we just met to be a dick to me. even though i always have his back.
