dude chill....nimrod was being serious. You never heard of s? It's short for shiamulabanolderine, which is a 2nd generation dervative of MrShiamulabanolderine. Not a bad choice for a first cycle.
19 does seem young, I didn't get on until I just turned 25... natural test production could be a problem... at that age, you should still be able to put on pretty good gains by working out hard and eating right... your body's tests levels are high..
The funny thing is, people that talk themselves up behind a keyboard are very insecure. Think about it, you must have zero self-esteem if your coming on a discussion board for approval. I feel sorry for you.