you need a to learn a lot more bro...not bashing you at all but just picking up some juice and going to the gym witch you haven't bin to in god knows how long is a bad chose
you should start going to the gym again and eating right with out the juice and do that for a wile and stick around and learn about what you are putting in your body....you should learn about pct how to eat on cycle how to deal with some of the side effects from aas and a hole lot more....it not something to take lightly bro.