i agree with jeb0177. Read a lot of reviews and do alot of searches. Get a solid understanding of what you are looking for. i'm on my first cycle and what people tell me and what i'm learning now, what they say isn't always 100% true CAUSE everyone is different. Start simple, with a test and dbol. See how your body reacts. Then look into the better stuff. Sus is a combination of 4 tests, and deca is a great AS but a lot of people don't care for it. Start with a test and see what happens.