No flame bro....but steroids arent a fuckin miracle drug. Chances are if your that siza now you wont and dont know how to eat for AAS. You may think you eat like a BB cause you out eat more mashed potatoes than your old man at the table but that aint shit. Seriously you need to eat 6 times a day. You dont have to eat so much you puke, well you might, but a good ammount with high protein. Throw some mrps in there with your protein shakes. See the thing is, yes your going to grow on AS, ecspecially your first time. But chances are if you cant gain now, then your going to lose all you gain 100%. I see it all the time in a couple friends i have, But thats non of my business. Plus, heres the big key, your first cycle is your best by a longshot. Youll grow like a weed. So say you work hard and get to 185 or so then hit juice, you ll be way further ahead. Hope you listen bro. If you dont then get some test in there