Mayble it was in your head. I agree with all these replies. I would get some virormoes prop. Those things are fuckin boner shots not doubt about it. Also always keep a few 100mg viagra tabs in your pocket just incase. They are good when you meet new woman also just to take the edge off. Good luck.
get some avena extracvt from a local supp or whole food store, that may get you through until you find some test or proviron...it should work better than a limp fina noodle.