UPDATE:
179.6
Yeah, I know that looks wrong. But if you saw my post earlier today, you'll understand where it is. A mix of water, food, and everything else just sitting in my stomach, intestines, and under my skin.
Yesterday ended up being really bad. Something that seemed like a simple good idea went horribly, horribly wrong. I figured why not just eat some Pho (vietnamese noodles) with some friends. Well, I ended up having 3 bowls. When I got home, I just couldn't stop eating. Had snickers, ice cream, no fat pudding. All that stuff.
Then when I got to work, I cleaned out my fridge here. 6 cans of pudding, 3 packets of instant oatmeal, and then about 6 bagels! With a whole bunch of water of course to wash it all down.
I don't think I've ever felt as rough as I do now. I'm extremely disappointed in myself, and I've got to change something up. I think my new diet was taking it too extreme. I have to remember that while it's important what you eat, it's more important how long you can stand eating it without losing your mind. I've noticed it's a little harder now that I'm leaner. Like my body is craving more or something. I know it's the holidays and all, but that's no excuse for me. If I want to cheat, I should plan it, not just lose my mind.
Anyway, I'm going back to eating steak. I can't handle the tuna. Too light. I'm going to eat steak, protein, and probably munch on celery all day long. I'd like to add some fruit, but that's carbs and calories that I need to save losing fat. I have till next summer to look like what I want, and I can't waste any time. Sometimes I think I look good, but other times I still look terrible. I wish I had a better self image, but that's life and I don't.
I've also been debating about dropping the cardio. I might drop it for a week, I get plenty through sports anyway. I can't stand cardio in a gym, it drives me crazy. So I think I might do away with it and just pull abs and weights. We'll see though. I might not stick to that, and do the cardio anyway. I just can't stand it.
Just wanted to give you guys warning, STAY ON TRACK. I fell hard, and now I've got to get back up.
179.6
Yeah, I know that looks wrong. But if you saw my post earlier today, you'll understand where it is. A mix of water, food, and everything else just sitting in my stomach, intestines, and under my skin.
Yesterday ended up being really bad. Something that seemed like a simple good idea went horribly, horribly wrong. I figured why not just eat some Pho (vietnamese noodles) with some friends. Well, I ended up having 3 bowls. When I got home, I just couldn't stop eating. Had snickers, ice cream, no fat pudding. All that stuff.
Then when I got to work, I cleaned out my fridge here. 6 cans of pudding, 3 packets of instant oatmeal, and then about 6 bagels! With a whole bunch of water of course to wash it all down.
I don't think I've ever felt as rough as I do now. I'm extremely disappointed in myself, and I've got to change something up. I think my new diet was taking it too extreme. I have to remember that while it's important what you eat, it's more important how long you can stand eating it without losing your mind. I've noticed it's a little harder now that I'm leaner. Like my body is craving more or something. I know it's the holidays and all, but that's no excuse for me. If I want to cheat, I should plan it, not just lose my mind.
Anyway, I'm going back to eating steak. I can't handle the tuna. Too light. I'm going to eat steak, protein, and probably munch on celery all day long. I'd like to add some fruit, but that's carbs and calories that I need to save losing fat. I have till next summer to look like what I want, and I can't waste any time. Sometimes I think I look good, but other times I still look terrible. I wish I had a better self image, but that's life and I don't.
I've also been debating about dropping the cardio. I might drop it for a week, I get plenty through sports anyway. I can't stand cardio in a gym, it drives me crazy. So I think I might do away with it and just pull abs and weights. We'll see though. I might not stick to that, and do the cardio anyway. I just can't stand it.
Just wanted to give you guys warning, STAY ON TRACK. I fell hard, and now I've got to get back up.