F!#@'N losing it! Help??

[Silent Method]

You might consider talking with a therapist. Those unfamiliar with how they work might think its a gay idea seeing a shrink. Its not. Bassically you go in, see a really smart person trained to help you sort out emotional turmoil, talk for a while, get some perspective and insight you may have never found yourself, and feel better... Something to consider.

 

[Juice Tiger]

thanks guys

Wasnt sure if id get flamed for this in the first place. It has definately helped. Im now dropping the kid off at a friends to play, picking up some smirnoff ice(girly drink) getting a vid and going to the root of all evils house to see once again if I can save my family again.
Wish me luck.

 

[Thaibox]

Good luck bro

 

[freakinme]

Going through the same thing

JT-

A couple things..... like the others say and I agree 100% is Priority #1 is the daughter. Ask yourself this question which is more important the cycle or your daughter? You invested money, 5 weeks of training, a good diet---the list goes on and on I bet. I know people say that its just the roids but my advice is quit the cycle there is always the next one. Right now your daughter needs her daddy and because your hurting its natural to be raging and angry but it is really not you. In a relationship it takes two to make it, and the same applies to break it, so stop blaming yourself.

I could keep on going because I have been in counseling over that same situation since March of this year. If you want an outlet and need to vent, send me a PM. I am no psychologist or psychiatrist but I will challenge your way of thinking. All jokes aside people and JT you said suicide. I was there and I don't care if you were joking. I say go and talk to someone, best thing I have ever done. It was the hardest step to take, of course I was embarrassed and even more embarrassing is crying like a baby. And lastly, if things don't get better just remember time is the best healer. I hope everything works out for you BRO. Look up and not down--the scenary is always better.

Peace--FREAK

 

[QuadCam]

I feel you bro. Just broke up with my GF 3 weeks ago (In the middle of a sust 500/ EQ300 cycle) and it's killing me too. The only consolation I have is that I know she's not with another guy; I would probably be in a psych ward awaiting trial (him not her) if she was. Some how I managed to dump ~$9,300 into our relationship in 2.5 months Take care of your daughter, you know she's one person that will never fuck you.
I was a complete wreck for 2 solid weeks, hammered, brawling, etc. Then a good friend of mine made a comment that I'll never forget: Do you think she's at home right now crying over you? Fuck her. Keep your head up.

 

[UNKNOWN SOLDIER]

Sorry to hear that bro. Don't know what to tell you...it's your life and only you know how you feel inside. Me? I never change at all on or off. I'm kinda emotionaless (if that is even a word). People that know me think I'm not human. Deaths in the family, things that should piss me off, etc. I just say "ahhhhh what the fuck" and go on. Not in a way that it effected me like I don't care...it's like.....nothing effects me at all. Sort of droid like.

 

[QuadCam]

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