Emotional lobotomy

[big4life]

Polar, you're right about getting enjoyment out of other things, but if you don't have people to share those experiences with, all you end up with is a scrapbook full of memories, and nobody to share them with.

You can't just cut off your emotions for others. You may not get hurt if you do, but you also will not feel the love of that special someone in your heart. When they stare into your eyes and your heart just starts pounding from the excitement you feel. When they caress your face or your body and you feel their touch all the way to your soul. When you know that no matter what, they will be there for you, in the bad times as well as the good times.

You can avoid getting hurt, but you will miss out on so much more.

 

[polarpixie]

Polar, you're right about getting enjoyment out of other things, but if you don't have people to share those experiences with, all you end up with is a scrapbook full of memories, and nobody to share them with.

You can't just cut off your emotions for others. You may not get hurt if you do, but you also will not feel the love of that special someone in your heart. When they stare into your eyes and your heart just starts pounding from the excitement you feel. When they caress your face or your body and you feel their touch all the way to your soul. When you know that no matter what, they will be there for you, in the bad times as well as the good times.

You can avoid getting hurt, but you will miss out on so much more.

Bigs, I know you are right, and I hope that you have a special someone to share your big heart with. As for me, I've already done the loved and lost thing. I'm not down on love or anything like that, it makes me really happy to see it happen with other people. I think that for me, personally, it'd more rational, and I'd be happier and more focused, if I was somehow incapable of love.

I sound pretty pessimistic, but I'm not trying to be. I think I'm just trying to be rational and logical. I dunno, the more I refine my thoughts on this topic, the more it makes sense. But it is almost pointless to discuss it because I doubt that I am capable of turning my feelings off just like that anyway.