Emotional lobotomy

[Steroid_Virgin]

BULLSHIT!!!!

what kind of pain are you talking about? I have pain in my knees I am willing to bet you would not take.. imagine the pain of losing a family member... you would wish this upon yourself??? How about the pain of losing someone you love... you mean you would rather feel that than nothing?

If so.. you have never felt any pain.

No, I have had plenty of sorrow.. But I guess some people are just stronger than others... quit feeling sorry for yourself, mr. I have had it worse than you..

There is a difference between being able to turn off emotions selectively at will, and living the rest of your life with out any feelings or emotions..

If you rather have no emotions go get a fucking lobotomy you prick

 

[Citruscide]

Damn...hard-earned karma from Citurscide, my day is getting better already! Exactly. Typically I feel 70% shitty, 25% Ok, 5% great. I spread out the 25-30% of OK and great to everyone else during the day, and in the evenings I keep the 70% shitty all to myself. It just doesn't add up. I don't know about the AS, but the one track mind to working on my body does help.

You just need to convince yourself that the world around you cannot effect you. Other people cannot MAKE you feel worse... they cannot MAKE you feel sad, or upset, or depressed. ONLY YOU can do that. Once you realize that (which I am TRYING to do), then you are one step ahead of the game.

I mentioned the AS because when I am on them, I tend to not give a shit about what goes around me... and the sole focus is getting huge. It's tough now though, because I am with the most wonderful woman in the world... she makes me feel awesome, but at the same time... she is always down because of her job... and this makes me feel bad because there is nothing I can do about it... nothing I can do will make her happy... I tend to take things out on myself in these circumstances...

Anyway, Polar... if you want to chat, you've got my AIM

C

 

[dballer]

No, I have had plenty of sorrow.. But I guess some people are just stronger than others... quit feeling sorry for yourself, mr. I have had it worse than you..

There is a difference between being able to turn off emotions selectively at will, and living the rest of your life with out any feelings or emotions..

If you rather have no emotions go get a fucking lobotomy you prick

You are calling me a prick because you live a sheltered life you seem to me the one in touch with your emotional side ..... pussy!

 

[polarpixie]

dragonmona -- you are lucky.

Citrusicde -- thanks for the words big guy. I see what you mean about the AS, sounds like you've got a great girl by your side tho, so don't let your one-track get in the way of ignoring even her. I bet you are helping to make her feel better just by letting her know how much you care about her, (like you do in almost every post you make)!

db and s_v...come on now.....no yelling on my thread....

 

[Steroid_Virgin]

Dballer:

You sound like a fragile little boy who can't deal with a little heart ache every now and then.. Dballer: "Boo hoo hoo, I wish I felt nothing, I cant take all this pain.." If you cant take pain, and you call yourself a body builder there is something wrong with you. Quit whining like a little bitch and learn to suck it up... sheeesh.

Ever heard: Better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all?? I guess since you probably never had love, to you its better not to have it at all...

 

[big4life]

I don't want to feel happiness
for what follows can only be sadness.
I'd rather feel ambiguous feeling of nothingness
It's nothing that will save me.

~~~~~~~~~

Ever think like this? That it would be better to walk thru life as an emotionless robot?

I have been there. Not feeling happiness or sadness, just existing. It's not fun. I would be willing to accept the sadness just to feel some moments of happiness.

I managed to do it without pills or anything. I just let other people's lives take priority over mine. I am working to change that, because that's not what I want in my life. I want to feel the happiness that I used to feel. I even want to feel the sadness that may come with it. I just want to live life again.

 

[polarpixie]

Oh..and OMEGA......."he's a brick....haaaause...." hehe... Dang how much karma do I have to spread around before I can give you some again????

 

[dballer]

You got me all figured out Virgin.

 

[Steroid_Virgin]

You're easy to read

 

[Lao Tzu]

Ever heard: Better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all??

out of curiosity, do you think breaking up with someone is a horrible torture? there are different levels of pain. Some are setbacks, some are large setbacks, and some threaten the very fabric of your psychological or physical existence. The latter are designed to be so severe that not existing is a better alternative while in the midst of one.