That is the worst, the paranoia, and this is beyond obvious, once I get an idea in my dome, I can't seem to keep it to myself, and so I just throw it out there, sometimes its kewl, and other times is makes absolutely no fucking sense, as a result of this, I get that feeling like oh man, I should not have said that shit, but when I am high, both sides get exponentialized, I think I'm saying some kewl shit, and it really 'feels' deep, but what comes out only gets responses that makes javaguru's chic comments on her looks seem really kind... so as result, in the past, I would get super paranoid, like oh man I really should not have said that shit feeling x 10.
The uncomfortable social setting feeling blows as well. The weird thing is I think if you are feeling off it only fills the room with that 'energy' or whatever. It just seems like that shit is contagious.
I've only recently started smoking out again with the S O, but after all the past paranoia shit would never smoke with someone I didn't feel right at home with.