That is my exact problem, I never really keep any of my gains.
I've done about 2 cycles per year for the last 3 years all mostly low doses of deca, eq, or test. My body comp has changed significantly but my weight just tends to drop back down. Once I start losing gains or am feeling bloated I cut back on the heavy weights and superset light weights. I lose weight but feel better because my bodyfat levels drop significantly(from 8 or 9% to 4-5). I was hoping for once to get at my post cycle weight with the low bf percentage but it seems impossible. That is why I thought the longer cycle may help and further it is the last of my gear and last cycle. I'm just scared of suppresing my HPTA for so long.
I've done about 2 cycles per year for the last 3 years all mostly low doses of deca, eq, or test. My body comp has changed significantly but my weight just tends to drop back down. Once I start losing gains or am feeling bloated I cut back on the heavy weights and superset light weights. I lose weight but feel better because my bodyfat levels drop significantly(from 8 or 9% to 4-5). I was hoping for once to get at my post cycle weight with the low bf percentage but it seems impossible. That is why I thought the longer cycle may help and further it is the last of my gear and last cycle. I'm just scared of suppresing my HPTA for so long.