The Canadian Oak said:Knoxville what do you reccomend,I was thinking weed a few times a week valium or shit like that maybe ambian to sleep but I can only get weed not valium or ambian which seem to be a prob
My personal philosophies don't adhere to using psycho-recreational drugs for artificial happiness, so you make the choice regarding if that will help or hinder you in the long run.
Ambien is only sold in the us, so no getting it in ontario and valium is quite expensive as OHIP canada has cut out many drugs so chances are they won't help with cutting costs.
inositol helps with both anxiety and depression, and has been used very successfully - so essentially you would be hitting two ostriches with one prosthetic testicle by implementing that. Up to 4 grams three times per day should work for both.
high dose b12 injections also help increase mood and energy levels, I can vouch for that right now as well as increased hunger, I posted most of the studies under another user name on the anabolic board if you want more info on its pharmacological effects.
I've also read quite recently that niacinamide which is a analog niacin (Vit B3) acts in the brain very similar to benzodiazepines (drugs in the valium family) try 100mg (maximum 400 mg) three x per day.
I think that the Inositol + Niacinamide combination would do the trick. Start low with the doses and try to find a way to cycle it, not use it for months straight.