deca depression?

[MegaDesel]

i have been taking deca/sus for two weeks, first time ive touched deca in a year and a half because of the severe depression it gives me. reason im trying it again is it does wonders for me. im wonder if sus will help with this or make it worse.

 

[instant.muscle]

when i take deca alone i got depressed, stacked with test i'm fine

 

[MegaDesel]

when i take deca alone i got depressed, stacked with test i'm fine

good cause im not looking forward to that again.

 

[instant.muscle]

my last cycle was deca only, right when i finished it me and my fiance split, man i almost blew my brains out