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DEATH... what is it like?

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what do you think death is like?

can you imagine the last minutes of life? it must be such an empty feeling.. pure fear OR the complete opposite... purely peaceful... depending on how sick you were and if you were looking at death as a release...

death scares the hell out of me... i sit there in bed thinking of it non stop.. i never was afraid of dying (like this) until i got married... my life is as close to perfect as it could be... (i make jack shit for money but i love my life)... WHEN the EAGLES win it all... that will be the tip (until i have kids- then that will be the tip... until my son plays for the eagles and wins the superbowl WITH THEM... then that will be the tip)
 
i didnt mean perfect... i would say "very happy" is a better term than perfect in this case.
 
dont get me wrong though.. i have money problems like a motha fucka... bill collectors gave up on my ass and just started taking my income tax returns... i drive a 96 pickup truck with 150K miles on it... i cant afford a new car and had to roll coins to buy new tires for my wifes car (she hit a pot hole and blew out two tires)... Life is good though... to breath, to even be able to see some of the views out there... to wake up warm and cozy... its fucking awesome... life is just awesome.
 
death itself doesn't scare me. in fact sometimes when i am in so much physical pain and can't breath ( i have very serious asthma, have actually had my heart stop before because of it) i find myself welcoming death just for the peace. but then i think of everything i would be leaving behind. my family, my friends, and now jason and i am not ready. if death wants me anytime soon its going to have to take me kicking and screaming. even though i know its total out of my control.
 
i often wonder if god is real... i sure hope so.. but to question death and our purpose without having god to fall back on makes it a really empty topic.

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you stop existing and remember nothing. you didn't exist for the millenia before you were born so i dont think you will have a problems not existing after.
 
You know that sludge that can accumulate in your garbage cans if you don't wash them out? That stuff is about how much my life is worth...
 
BLITZ99 said:
i often wonder if god is real... i sure hope so.. but to question death and our purpose without having god to fall back on makes it a really empty topic.

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You hope so? Why? You're probably fucked if he is.
 
HumanTarget said:
what an ab-so-fucking-lutely ghoulish topic..........
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LMAO! I've never heard it put that way. I've had a fascination with death for a long while. I hope that I don't go out choking on my own spit, begging for death. But there are no guarantees.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
You know that sludge that can accumulate in your garbage cans if you don't wash them out? That stuff is about how much my life is worth...
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yeah. makes you think that if there was a god he would have given you some poon by now.
 
what was it like? did everything just fade? or did you "know" what was going on?


if there is a god, i believe he would be very forgiving... he is "perfect" and purely good.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
yeah. makes you think that if there was a god he would have given you some poon by now.
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He never liked me....I never liked me. Life=Piss...
 
HumanTarget said:
i flat-lined a few years ago, not a happy memory.
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it sucks. scared the crap out of my family. happened while i was staying with my rents back in june. stopped breathing, my mom started cpr but when the paramedics got there i was flatline. they were able to get my heart started again a min later. said my mom saved my life.
 
BLITZ99 said:
what was it like? did everything just fade? or did you "know" what was going on?


if there is a god, i believe he would be very forgiving... he is "perfect" and purely good.
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LOL, are you completely oblivious to what goes on around you? If there is a god, he's a sadistic bastard.
 
free will brother... thats what a christian would argue...

god doesnt control what is going to happen because he chose not to... he does KNOW what is going down though...

christians make some great points about god... so do muslims, atheists, agnostic folk (like me)...

fact of the matter is... NOBODY KNOWS.
 
strangebrew said:
LOL, are you completely oblivious to what goes on around you? If there is a god, he's a sadistic bastard.
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Dood. You ain't get nuthin' for Christmas.
 
that sucks. mine was because i had been really ill, wasn't taking care of myself and developed a mucus plug in my lung and it blocked off my airway.
 
I've had a funny feeling in my chest the past few days and I noticed tonight that my heart is skipping beats during this feeling. I may be able to let you all know how death is very soon.
 
death is mind boggling... some say you must experience something to be able to comprehend it... like death or god (was it descartes who said this? idealism???)

death confuses me... scares me... occupies my mind constantly.. almost to the point where it alters the way i do some things.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
Why can't you juice? Cuz of your age, testing, money?
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lol, no source.

it's crazy i'm dying to try the new UG primo, some good ol' mex test enanthate, and winstol. but for the life of me i cant get a local source.

i'm not prodding anyone here for a source that is BAD (standard pledge of allegiance voice) i'm just saying i wann get huge!
 
BLITZ99 said:
free will brother... thats what a christian would argue...

god doesnt control what is going to happen because he chose not to... he does KNOW what is going down though...

christians make some great points about god... so do muslims, atheists, agnostic folk (like me)...

fact of the matter is... NOBODY KNOWS.
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Yes, that's exactly it, nobody knows. If there is in fact a heaven, and it's like the bible describes...wouldn't that mean those who go there are God's slaves? After all, that's our reward isn't it? We get to serve him. It also describes hell as life without God. So technically we're in hell right now.
 
biteme said:
I've had a funny feeling in my chest the past few days and I noticed tonight that my heart is skipping beats during this feeling. I may be able to let you all know how death is very soon.
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you might want to pay attention to those palpitations, it may be nothing but you'd rather be safe than sorry. do you smoke?? lol, no, i heard you go off earlier..........but stimulants will do that to you, caffeine, alcohol, ephedra, etc. eliminate the variable and see which does it.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
lol, no source.

it's crazy i'm dying to try the new UG primo, some good ol' mex test enanthate, and winstol. but for the life of me i cant get a local source.

i'm not prodding anyone here for a source that is BAD (standard pledge of allegiance voice) i'm just saying i wann get huge!
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you can't get it in the mail? No PO box?
 
BLITZ99 said:
death is mind boggling... some say you must experience something to be able to comprehend it... like death or god (was it descartes who said this? idealism???)

death confuses me... scares me... occupies my mind constantly.. almost to the point where it alters the way i do some things.
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I use to be the same way. Not as much anymore. I've accepted that I'm going to die. I just hope it's quick and not too drawn out and painful.
And like you, I notice the little things that I use to be oblivious to, such as a beautiful sunset. Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes (the awesome beauty around me) because I know that one day, I will no longer be able to look upon it.
 
i've requested to be buried with a cell phone, a radio, and my eagles jersey. just in case i wake up.
 
I have a mild arythmia but i hve never paid much attention to it. This is going to sound bad probably but i don't hope for a peaceful death. I want to go kicking screaming, fighting, biting anything other than falling asleep and dying. Live hard, Die hard, leave a bloody mangled corpse to gross out your friends.
When it is over, it is over. Forget about preparing or worrying about death and live your damn life.
As long as I go with a smile on my face or laughing I will be good. But then again, how will I know?
 
HumanTarget said:
you might want to pay attention to those palpitations, it may be nothing but you'd rather be safe than sorry. do you smoke?? lol, no, i heard you go off earlier..........but stimulants will do that to you, caffeine, alcohol, ephedra, etc. eliminate the variable and see which does it.
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Could be the gram of test.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
oh the mail isn't the problem (i have a PO box), finding someone to ship it to me is the problem. if you know what i mean.
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check your PMs :D
 
Beachbum1546 said:
you stop existing and remember nothing. you didn't exist for the millenia before you were born so i dont think you will have a problems not existing after.
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i agree ^^^^ ( however i am not 100% sure ;))

so i say don't be affraid of death because I think you will feel like after you have been put to sleep under a general anasthetic...you feel NOTHING!

the only thing to worry about is pain before you die!!!
 
Yasmina said:
i agree ^^^^ ( however i am not 100% sure ;))

so i say don't be affraid of death because I think you will feel like after you have been put to sleep under a general anasthetic...you feel NOTHING!

the only thing to worry about is pain before you die!!!
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I just worry about my daughter. I have to try and stay alive to save her the pain of growing up with a stepfather that she hates. I'm her haven. She needs me. I hope she forgives me if I die early from my weaknesses. I don't think I will or I wouldn't be doing what I do. I really think chances are slim.
 
HumanTarget said:
a fucking gram? in a week, right?
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Yeah, but only for 6 weeks. 3 more to go. Many take much more than that. It's not suppose to give you a fuggin heart attack.
 
biteme said:
I just worry about my daughter. I have to try and stay alive to save her the pain of growing up with a stepfather that she hates. I'm her haven. She needs me. I hope she forgives me if I die early from my weaknesses. I don't think I will or I wouldn't be doing what I do. I really think chances are slim.
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this is all pain BEFORE you die, but once your dead you won't feel what you are feeling now!!! (IMO!!)
write this in a letter to your daughter before it is too late and I am sure she will forgive you! ;) in fact she will love you even more!!! :)

but surely her mom won't let anything happen to her if she feels the same way about your daughter!!
 
Yasmina said:
this is all pain BEFORE you die, but once your dead you won't feel what you are feeling now!!! (IMO!!)
write this in a letter to your daughter before it is too late and I am sure she will forgive you! ;) in fact she will love you even more!!! :)

but surely her mom won't let anything happen to her if she feels the same way about your daughter!!
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Unfortunately her mom is the devil. ;)
 
i guess that's not too bad, i was runnin' close to 2g a week at one point. but i've always pushed the envelope when it came to shit like that.
 
HumanTarget said:
i guess that's not too bad, i was runnin' close to 2g a week at one point. but i've always pushed the envelope when it came to shit like that.
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I never have but I'm getting older and if I want to reach my goals, I've got to try a little more. Up to 500 mgs a week has proven to be safe. I just can't imagine dropping dead because you upped your dosage 2x for a short while. I added 20 mgs of anavar ED for the past month. I've never had palpitations ( if that's what this is) to this degree. I don't feel bad, just very aware of the sensation and noticed the skip beats when I take pulse. About 1 or 2 a minute.
 
hmmm, i used to get those palps alot, but i quit eating fast food, quit smoking and cut back on my caffeine, since then i hardly ever get them. but you seem to be on top of things, which is the most important, being aware.
 
HumanTarget said:
hmmm, i used to get those palps alot, but i quit eating fast food, quit smoking and cut back on my caffeine, since then i hardly ever get them. but you seem to be on top of things, which is the most important, being aware.
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I drink coffee every day. I'll try to avoid it tomorrow and see if it goes away. Gonna be hard to stay awake though.
 
i drank a cup of coffee last week before working out, i felt like Tyrone Biggums after his first hit off of a crack pipe, i was so shaky and jittery, coffee is strong shit, people jus don't realize cuz they drink it everyday.
 
HumanTarget said:
i drank a cup of coffee last week before working out, i felt like Tyrone Biggums after his first hit off of a crack pipe, i was so shaky and jittery, coffee is strong shit, people jus don't realize cuz they drink it everyday.
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Thanks for sharing and the tips. Time to hit the hay. I'm not afraid to die anymore trying to reach my goals, we all die, so might as well live the way you want. I just need to stick around for my daughter, although she'll be rich if I croak. LOL. I'm sure I'll be fine. Later. :)
 
as a mortician going on a dozen years
death indeed comes to us all
this business has taught me more about life and living than death and dying
unfortunately for me,tied to my family as I am
I can't at the moment truly do as I have learned
stuck in nowhere Alabama with a cemetery, serving parents and a community
there are ideals greater than one's self
but fuck this past week we have been in involved with a petty family squabble over a guy's ashes
the wife and his children have been fightin' over who gets his ashes
lawyers and shit involved
my mother and I have spent over 4 hours on the phone with these people
the wife constantly comes by
lawyers calling,back and forth,back and forth
and legally it's quite clear the wife is the legal custodian
the hair in the ointmnent is she has only been his wife for 4 years and the children have been for 25 years yada yada ayda
in the mean time between time we got other people dying
other people to learn and remember and shit to think about
and hear the phone rings and here it is again and it's such and such lawyer who wants to know the status of the ashes
fuck
 
Death is the inevitable quest we're all on from birth. It's the adventure of life that decides what it's like for a person. Life of a criminal - usually die by crime. Life of virtue - usually die in peace. I'm just babbling, excuse me.

Chris
 
I had a terrible dream once that I believe gave me a glimpse of death and hell. Keep in mind I was on some mushrooms at the time but I think it was a devine epiphany. I was all of a sudden being rushed into a hospital on a gurney and I was laying there totally aware and fine. The doctors were panic stricken as they kept saying "we're losing him" and I was like, " fuck no, I'm fine, just get off of me!" Then they say "time of death and I'm thinking, "fuck me, am I really dead?". Then they put me in a bag and now I'm really fucked. The next thing I know I'm laying in a coffin at my funeral and people are crying and now I'm really getting scared because I know for sure that death has found me. They put me in the ground and I hear them shoveling dirt on me and it gets darker and darker till all of a sudden there is so much dirt over my casket that I can't even hear the final shovel loads fill the hole. I'm laying there in my casket and realize that death/hell is being totally aware and alive (at least your sole) in a dead and decaying body. That is hell. I do not believe hell is a place with a bunch of fire and shit, I believe hell is total seperation from everything and being totally aware of that seperation for eternity. Scary shit! The key is, don't fucking die (and watch the fuck out for mushrooms)! I do however believe there is a heaven, but that presents an entirely different problem. Knowing that life will go on without you and that people will forget you. Knowing that you won't be in the grave for a year and your wife will find somebody else to take your place and he will be laying the wood to her in YOUR bed which is in YOUR house and she'll be telling him how much she loves him and....fuck this, I can't go on any further. Screw the grim reaper and just hope for an apocallyps where we are go down at the same time.
 
I used to get obsessive about death, having it control all my thoughts all day and night. Then I read somethings about Bushido and some stuff on how the samurai lived and thought. The samurai prepared for death as it might come anyday at any moment. And for them it often did for fuedal japan was extremely violent.

This alone didn't help me. But what did is the fact there was an entire warrior sect of a population in some cultures history that obsessed about death more than myself. Basicly you just have to prepare yourself for it and not worry yourself what its going to be like. Ultimately we all do not know until it happens. So there is no point living in fear of it.

For some reason this makes me feel a little better about it.

Anyway on a side note. A guy at my work started to get heart palputations[sic?] and his doctor told him it was from caffine. The guy eats nothing and is a total caffine addict. I guess if you were really worried you could end your cycle early and go see a doctor maybe. Thats what I would do.
 
BLITZ99 said:
what do you think death is like?

can you imagine the last minutes of life?
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Your brain would be so hypoxic you wouldn't even know you were about to die.

I've seen many people die right in front of me. Believe me, they ain't thinking shit.

One guy coded right in front of me in mid sentence; he was v fib for about 15 seconds until I grabbed the paddles, and zapped him back into a sinus rhythm. His reposnse:

Oh, jeez, i must have slipped away for a second there..."

Dumb ass question to ponder about anyways. Hollywood glamourizes death.
 
One thing is for certain, death is unavoidable.

I personally do not fear death. I can't say that I won't badly miss the people in my life who mean so much to me, but that is the nature of life. I gained a whole new perspective on death when my grandfather passed. We were very close and I had the privelege of standing (along with my sibblings) at the foot of his hospital bed with my grandmother to watch his last breath. Up until this point, I though of death as a struggle, something you fight to avoid, reaching for life. And in some cases, I believe this may be true. However, what I saw that night was the total opposite. The relief in my grandfathers face and the peace of the moment offered a new outlook on the inevitable.

I believe that to some degree, we feel what we have made others feel when we die. This would be a true test of your satisfaction of how you've lived. It also correlates with the basic premise of the bible.

As for GOD, he and I are on good terms. I think everyone needs some type of faith in their lives in order to be considered 'alive'. I mean if there isn't a higher purpose, a better place, or something else other than the relatively short amount of time we're given in this world, then what's the purpose? Everyone has different views when it comes to religion and I wouldn't criticize anyones point of view, or lack thereof. But to those who don't have faith in anything, ask yourself "What if I'm wrong?"

In short, it will happen so there is no sense in dreading the moment. Each individuals different point in life and different outlook has an impact on their acceptance of this event. If you have children, chances are you don't welcome the moment and would fight for life. If your 80 and lived a happy life like my grandfather, it is more of a relief and a 'happy ending' to a long story. Basically, I believe that everything aside, the way you live your life and who you really are as a person determines how you feel when you realize that its over.
 
Birth and Death are something EVERYONE will HAVE TO experince.

We are robbed of the memory of our birth.

I'd like to be aware of, and experience my death.

Isn't that what life is about? Experiences?

Well actually it's about fucking.
 
There is more to death than ceasing to exist. Being into astral projection I know this for a fact. I've had countless out of body experiences and have traveled to far off destinations i've never been to in physical form-and have been able to accurately describe them aftrerwards. Go ahead and laugh, that's natuaral for most people. I've been there, and can assure you it's real. Instead of what a lot of people say in that they would use it to their advantage in this world it has had the opposite affect on me, making me realize theres bigger and better things out there and our time here is a very brief period. So the next time you think it's all over when you die, I assure you it's not.
 
rsnoble-im-back said:
There is more to death than ceasing to exist. Being into astral projection I know this for a fact. I've had countless out of body experiences and have traveled to far off destinations i've never been to in physical form-and have been able to accurately describe them aftrerwards. Go ahead and laugh, that's natuaral for most people. I've been there, and can assure you it's real. Instead of what a lot of people say in that they would use it to their advantage in this world it has had the opposite affect on me, making me realize theres bigger and better things out there and our time here is a very brief period. So the next time you think it's all over when you die, I assure you it's not.
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Ok I laughed at first but what you’re saying is very interesting!

Why don't you formulate an experiment that adheres to scientific measures to try and prove to everyone that you can do this?

Eg. Ask non bias parapsychologists to study you during one of your projections. An experiment could involve them writing a random phrase / large number on a piece of card (not see through paper) and positioning it high above your bed / chair (so that you could only see it if you left your body floated up to the roof and read it). Then if you recall it when you're back in your body it's evidence... The test could be performed several times using other random target objects in order to prove what you’re doing is not a fluke or some kind of magic trick. All reflective surfaces would have to be checked thoroughly and those performing the experiment should not know the target phrase / number themselves.

You would need multiple people monitoring you while you attempted this and probably be recorded on a video-cam to ensure you don't get up on a ladder or something to read it :p
 
rsnoble-im-back said:
There is more to death than ceasing to exist. Being into astral projection I know this for a fact. I've had countless out of body experiences and have traveled to far off destinations i've never been to in physical form-and have been able to accurately describe them aftrerwards. Go ahead and laugh, that's natuaral for most people. I've been there, and can assure you it's real. Instead of what a lot of people say in that they would use it to their advantage in this world it has had the opposite affect on me, making me realize theres bigger and better things out there and our time here is a very brief period. So the next time you think it's all over when you die, I assure you it's not.
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For a psycho-red-neck-blue-collar guy you sure do have some fascinatingly open attitudes about life.

peace.
 
I believe you can be “at peace” with dying, if you know what awaits you when you pass.

I thought I was going to die once…..like 5 years ago I took like 5 hits of the gonja, I hadn’t done it in about a year before this so it hit me hard, my heart felt like it was going to explode, I didn’t know if I was trippin or what, but I laid down, seriously thought I was going to have a heart attack and die, I almost got up and called 911 but thought, nah….i’d hate to do that and just be on a bad buzz and have everyone laugh at me, so I made my peace with god (actually prayed my prayer before I died) and laid there for an hour until it passed…one of the scariest times of my life. I thought I was really going to die...i know I don’t want to go on those terms.
 
biteme said:
I use to be the same way. Not as much anymore. I've accepted that I'm going to die. I just hope it's quick and not too drawn out and painful.
And like you, I notice the little things that I use to be oblivious to, such as a beautiful sunset. Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes (the awesome beauty around me) because I know that one day, I will no longer be able to look upon it.
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Come on people, its not like you're 80 years old in a nursing home strapped to a bed. just enjoy.

Eat drink train party fuck sleep repeat, be happy.

-
 
biteme said:
I never have but I'm getting older and if I want to reach my goals, I've got to try a little more. Up to 500 mgs a week has proven to be safe. I just can't imagine dropping dead because you upped your dosage 2x for a short while. I added 20 mgs of anavar ED for the past month. I've never had palpitations ( if that's what this is) to this degree. I don't feel bad, just very aware of the sensation and noticed the skip beats when I take pulse. About 1 or 2 a minute.
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bro search up the posts about HDL and cholesterol and var. as you get older, THE side effect to worry about is trashed lipid profile. especially with var, you greatly accelerate your cardiovascular aging without the proper precautions.

read up on policosanol, niacin, inositol hexanicotinate, garlic tablets, psyllium seed husk, olive oil & peanuts......................
 
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