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Damn, just saw a guy kill himself

Fast Twitch Fiber

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There was a bunch of commotion going on outside the office today. Someone came in and said there was a suicide jumper on a building across the street. We looked out the window and there was indeed a dude standing on a ledge about 10 stories high. There was a fireman sticking his head out the window offering him a rope to pull him in. After a few minutes his hands started quiverring and he fell backwards. I couldn't see him hit the ground because there was another building in the way. I'm glad for that. I like gory movies but I'm not much of a fan of it in real life.

I don't know what his problems were but it all just seemed so pointless. That's a shitty way to go. I think he just went out there to get attention and accidently fell. When he dropped it looked like an accident. I'll have a hard time sleeping tonight.
I think I read someone else on here today that said they witnesssed someone dying in an accident. It kind of sucks. I wish I hadn't looked out the damn window. I don't know why I did, I guess there was just overwhelming curiosity. :(
 
Without going into too much detail, I had a guy committ suicide over me. He swallowed rat poison. It slowly ate through his stomach lining and killed him rather painfully. I simply could not picture someone going through that much pain.
 
I didn't know how to react when I found out about it. We got out of college for the summer break and he never returned to college that fall. His sister told me later when I ran into her at Phipps Plaza. He left a note behind for his family to find and everything, naming me in it.
 
AAP said:
Without going into too much detail, I had a guy committ suicide over me. He swallowed rat poison.
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He hated your cooking that much?


j/k, sorry for your loss
 
Testosterone boy said:



Sometimes that is about the only reason I stick around this shithole.
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Keep sticking around, you're gonna die anyway, no need to rush it. I hear ya.:)
 
It wasn't my cooking that is for sure.

He was a great guy, had a lot going for him and the world at his feet..... but he just built our friendship up into something it wasn't.

When I left for the summer to spend it in Manhattan with the man that I ended up wasting 5 years of my life with, he just lost it. He called and told me that he was going to do it, but I just blew it off him being drunk and as an attention getting ploy. It wasn't until later I found that he really did do it.

It really affected me badly. Because I felt very guilty and like it was my fault. I felt like I did everything but pour it down his throat. Sad thing, was he was the very first person to tell me that my ex was a horrible person. 5 years later, I realized that everything he (and my family and friends) had been saying was true. I should have taken his advice and never gone to NYC... I would have been much happier in the long run. Of course, it took five years to get away from my ex because he tried the same stunt every time I broke up with him. The tearful phone calls, the "I can't live without you", the statments of hurting himself, etc... If I had not such a guilt complexion at that time, I would have gotten out sooner. At the end though... I was morbidly hoping this man was honestly going to hurt himself.. because if he didn't, I was. Of course, he lied. Like he did the entire 5 years I knew him.
 
AAP said:
It wasn't my cooking that is for sure.

He was a great guy, had a lot going for him and the world at his feet..... but he just built our friendship up into something it wasn't.

When I left for the summer to spend it in Manhattan with the man that I ended up wasting 5 years of my life with, he just lost it. He called and told me that he was going to do it, but I just blew it off him being drunk and as an attention getting ploy. It wasn't until later I found that he really did do it.

It really affected me badly. Because I felt very guilty and like it was my fault. I felt like I did everything but pour it down his throat. Sad thing, was he was the very first person to tell me that my ex was a horrible person. 5 years later, I realized that everything he (and my family and friends) had been saying was true. I should have taken his advice and never gone to NYC... I would have been much happier in the long run. Of course, it took five years to get away from my ex because he tried the same stunt every time I broke up with him. The tearful phone calls, the "I can't live without you", the statments of hurting himself, etc... If I had not such a guilt complexion at that time, I would have gotten out sooner. At the end though... I was morbidly hoping this man was honestly going to hurt himself.. because if he didn't, I was. Of course, he lied. Like he did the entire 5 years I knew him.
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All I can say is Im moved. I can see why you would have a hard time getting over that, theres so many things you can question and regret. But it only looks like that in hindsight, you cant blame yourself for not knowing then what seems obvious now. Thanks for the insight.
 
AAP said:
It wasn't my cooking that is for sure.

He was a great guy, had a lot going for him and the world at his feet..... but he just built our friendship up into something it wasn't.

When I left for the summer to spend it in Manhattan with the man that I ended up wasting 5 years of my life with, he just lost it. He called and told me that he was going to do it, but I just blew it off him being drunk and as an attention getting ploy. It wasn't until later I found that he really did do it.

It really affected me badly. Because I felt very guilty and like it was my fault. I felt like I did everything but pour it down his throat. Sad thing, was he was the very first person to tell me that my ex was a horrible person. 5 years later, I realized that everything he (and my family and friends) had been saying was true. I should have taken his advice and never gone to NYC... I would have been much happier in the long run. Of course, it took five years to get away from my ex because he tried the same stunt every time I broke up with him. The tearful phone calls, the "I can't live without you", the statments of hurting himself, etc... If I had not such a guilt complexion at that time, I would have gotten out sooner. At the end though... I was morbidly hoping this man was honestly going to hurt himself.. because if he didn't, I was. Of course, he lied. Like he did the entire 5 years I knew him.
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I am a wadchugging fuck nut....I hope everyone on this board hates me, I surely deserve it...
 
Fast Twitch Fiber said:
According to the rumor mill the guy had major drug problems and possibly had HIV. Of course those are only rumors.
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Well you know it turns out over 90% of rumours turn out to be true.
 
kingjohn said:
If I got banged in the ass I would kill myself too.
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Actually, I never had sex with the guy. So your input is invalid.
 
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