I understand what you are saying, but I still want to do the competition. I still have 4 weeks and I think I will be ready. Yes I am putting in alot of hard work but at the end of the day its worth it to me. Im sorry that happened to you....hopefully it wont to me. That is why I ask so many questions and try to stay on top of things as much as possible. Thank you for caring but I kindof feel like everytime I post on this board its more discouraging than supporting.