IF YOU CANT KEEP YOURSELF FROM DOING IT MORE AND MORE, THEN STOP ALL TOGETHER.....YOURE PERSONALITY IS ADDICTIVE AND EVENTUALLY, YOU'LL BE A COKEHEAD. IF YOU CAN GO OUT AND DO IT EVERY NOW AND THEN KEEPING IT UNDER CONTROL, THEN YOURE OK.
HOWEVER, IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU MAY HAVE AN ADDICTIVE PERSONALITY, I'D STOP ALTOGETHER IF I WERE YOU.
KAYNE