Hmm, maybe the shrunken testes was a dead giveaway, no? Here's a thought, instead of trying to tell her "fuck you I ain't stoppin' ", why don't you educate her about gear and ask her what her fears are. For every fear she may have, use logic and truth to put her fears to rest. Chances are, it will come up again, and if you don't wanna admit to it, just because you have acne on your shoulders doesn't mean jack crap about gear. Hell, tell her you're loaded to the gills on 1 test.