Bi-polar illness and Steroids

[fugetaboutit]

Carth that sucks bro. Listen, if you think that your wife is hot and beautiful to begin with, then why would you have her fuck with steroids in the first place? If I were you, I would definitely not recomend her to take steroids due to her bi-polar condition. I don't believe it would be worth it to agitate her condition for the sake of staying lean and ripped. I think she could achieve that through other means anyways. I feel ya bro and I guess you just have to be patient with her and make sure to be able to communicate with each other very well so you can avoid confrontations that arise due to her condition. Again, I would not let her take steroids if I were you. Not worth the negatives.

 

[Smokescreen]

Like I said, all the females in her family are bi-polar and some are even calyptomaniacss! I don't know if I spelled that right. I've been with her for 10 years and never did she show the symptoms of the family curse...till maybe last year! Now I'm getting a little scared becuase it is getting worse by the day. Now that I think about it, years back, I would say like 6 years ago she was taking Deca. Low dose of Deca of course. Then when she came off she became a monster! I don't remember what actually happend, but I do know we were at my parents house in a bedroom and we ended up on floor and her kicking and punching me and ended up biting me REALLY hard on my stomach. So hard it left a mark till this day. Screaming that she hated me and everybody and wanted to die! But then like 4 years ago she was taking very low dose of Anadrol with Clen. Which BTW made her body very impressive. No masculine features whatsoever! Just like a fitness girl! But anyways..when she came off the Adrol...she didn't go nuts like she did the last time. It was like as if nothing ever happend. As if she never took anything. Now I have her on 50mgs of EQ every 10 days. She has been on this for almost 5 weeks. She has filled up just a tiny bit and is a tiny bit stronger at the gym. No acne so far! But her personality is bi-polar X2! Think a bi-polar person has their ups and downs? Shit! Now its up and downs with crazy twists and turns and anger and hatred and HISSY FITS!!! OH the hissy fits!!! Maybe the EQ at 50mgs every 10 days is too much for her mind? But wouldn't Anavar be a better option? It is a female drug. I just don't understand the Adrol didnt' affect her, Deca did affect her fucking BAD, and EQ is just making her fucking nuts and annoying. Weird. OH BTW...she is type 1 bi-polar. She is manic not hypo. I would say on a scale of 1-10 her mother is 12 and one of her sisters is a 10. The other women in her family vary in number. My wife was always pretty low. I would say around a 3 or 4. But lately, as of last year, I would say shes up to a 7.

 

[georgie24]

your not alone buddy! dont you just hate when you have to use ALOT of energy to pin her down? i know bro mine goes wild. i have nail marks all over the place from this woman. her mom is prescribed valium 10mg 3 x a fucking day. now i see where the comotion started. i was fumbling around the kitchen when i found the pill bottle. what kind of person is prescribed valuim max dose 3x a day?? i hate her family with a passion. they air there emotional dirty laundry constantly and threaten once and a while. i just ignore them completely now. i have not uttered a word to her mom in over 16 months.

 

[glennds]

Shit! Now its up and downs with crazy twists and turns and anger and hatred and HISSY FITS!!! OH the hissy fits!!!

i think you mean kleptomaniacs.

 

[small but working on it]

I feel for you man. I dated a girl just like that in college. She was soo cool when she wasnt down. She thought like a man and you could say what you would to a guy to her. She loved sex and would fuc% me like she was working overtime at work, she clocked in and rode me til I thought I was gonna need a skin graft. Seriously, it is difficult to handle a woman like that in bed when they are soo aggresive. When she was down, it was terrible though. It took nothing to piss her off and nothing helped. She would stop taking meds and she was starting to experiment with weed,crank etc... (remember we were like 21) and her emotional state just began to deteriorate. I broke it off with her soon after that. Even with that being said, I miss her and would love to meet a woman like that without the bi polar. That being said, I wouldnt give her anything else. It is like russian rouelette, you never know how she will respond. at least this way you kinda have an idea what to expect. NO OFFENSE but you remember Phil Hartman from saturday night live? His wife was bi polar and she killed him while he slept and then killed herself. Ever been in a stone cold,lose your mind rage? That is what these people go through and if you introduce the wrong drug in the mix, anything and I mean anything can happen. Tough, tough, situation and I wish you the best.BTW, My ex had it in her family too. Every woman in her family, 2 sisters ,mother and g mother all on meds for bi polar disorder.

 

[jatca69]

your not alone buddy! dont you just hate when you have to use ALOT of energy to pin her down? i know bro mine goes wild. i have nail marks all over the place from this woman. her mom is prescribed valium 10mg 3 x a fucking day. now i see where the comotion started. i was fumbling around the kitchen when i found the pill bottle. what kind of person is prescribed valuim max dose 3x a day?? i hate her family with a passion. they air there emotional dirty laundry constantly and threaten once and a while. i just ignore them completely now. i have not uttered a word to her mom in over 16 months.

Must be tough to hold her down with those big swollen ankles flying all around.

 

[jatca69]

Must be tough to hold her down with those big swollen ankles flying all around.

Cmon Georgie what's the story? Are you still f'ing your dying GF?

i know you guys dont wanna hear about my severly sick girlfriend, im a fucking full time babysitter to her and cant even go to the gym let alone pre-pare a decent meal in between driving her to doctor to doctor because of heart desease coupled with liver and or kidney failure do to prescription pain meds, hed meds, heart meds ,for the last 10 years. you cant distinguish her calf from her ankle, ive never seen EDEMA that bad in my life, its pretty fucking scary, her ankle looks like tree stump, her jewelery will most likely have to be surgicly removed if the swelling doesnt go down post dialisis.

my progress has come to a complete hault, however i will still post pics...

im so misierable right now i dont care about anything

 

[jubei]

Bi-polar and supplementation with synthetic hormones is not a good idea. I don't see why clen would be out of the question though, if the goal is to lean up, that could be quite effective.

 

[georgie24]

jatca69 i dont think your comments are funny or amusing. show some fucking respect. i didnt saying anything about your dead daddy now did i?

 

[jatca69]

jatca69 i dont think your comments are funny or amusing. show some fucking respect. i didnt saying anything about your dead daddy now did i?

First let me say, that my ex wife was (and probably still is) bipolar...not fun. I would definitely reccomend that the only medication she takes is what is perscribed to her.

Sorry to Hijack...but this has been coming as I have watched Georgie post all his BS all over the boards with no regard even his own fabricated image. I had enough. I have to call you out here and now. WHO ARE YOU? I mean, man, it is a hell of a life you live. With your nightime job that allows you to post useless rehashed sniplets of meaningless spew. You latched on to Fonz cause you thought he liked you and then the mighty Fonz fell...but not before YOU called me out and told me what a loser punk I was...that I wasn't made for this game. The iron life.To much for me. Funny. I realize that you were depending on Fonz to get you through this and that you finally, for once in your life, were not going to have to throw out excuses as to why you were not going to accomlish your goals. But he was gone and your excuses began. I say excuses because you believe in your right to an excuse. You held firm on to that right early on and have laid claim to it with ownership. You have laid a tale of sorrows and hardship and you have laid stories of your frolic and power.

Do you beat your girlfriend? Does she like to be black and blue?

beat her to a pulp and she will LOVE you even more. girls like being all black and blue for some reason. kinda like battle scars

You have a way with words. I mean this is a woman that you have been with since you were in high school. Remember you have told us so much...her sickness

i know you guys dont wanna hear about my severly sick girlfriend, im a fucking full time babysitter to her and cant even go to the gym let alone pre-pare a decent meal in between driving her to doctor to doctor because of heart desease coupled with liver and or kidney failure do to prescription pain meds, hed meds, heart meds ,for the last 10 years. you cant distinguish her calf from her ankle, ive never seen EDEMA that bad in my life, its pretty fucking scary, her ankle looks like tree stump, her jewelery will most likely have to be surgicly removed if the swelling doesnt go down post dialisis.

my progress has come to a complete hault, however i will still post pics...

im so misierable right now i dont care about anything

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her meds

stay away from lexapro, my gf takes it and it helps to a certain degree but if she missed a dose she becomes completly phsycotic, im talking about a 4 hour laps too. not to mention she has gained 40+ pounds easy

your sex life

your not alone buddy! dont you just hate when you have to use ALOT of energy to pin her down? i know bro mine goes wild. i have nail marks all over the place from this woman. her mom is prescribed valium 10mg 3 x a fucking day. now i see where the comotion started. i was fumbling around the kitchen when i found the pill bottle. what kind of person is prescribed valuim max dose 3x a day?? i hate her family with a passion. they air there emotional dirty laundry constantly and threaten once and a while. i just ignore them completely now. i have not uttered a word to her mom in over 16 months.

. Air their dirty laundry huh? That's terrible.

I think it comes down to respect. Not only for those you love but yourself and those that have any kind of relation to you. Respect. It is the foundation of your character. You commited to this woman for your help for illness that has been a issue for a while ( these types of symptoms don't happen overnight ) You claim they did.

funny how things can be going soooo good then all of the sudden BAM redirection of your life in an instant. and it wasnt even me in this case. this girl is waaaaay to sick for me too handle at my young age. i have some MAJOR thinking to do about my life and my future

This is something you knew when you signed up into this with me. You claimed to have had all the time in the world to kick my ass

the only thing im having major problems with now is TIME..im dialed in and cant wait for the 12th homie and hitting the gym hard as if was going out of style..im increasing all lifts in the name of jatcass! my weekend refeed was all beer calories so im still pissing them out. but all in all diet is on POINT

So which is it do you have all the time in the world or no time to even wipe your own ass? You show her the respect to deny yourself the respect you deserve by laying claim to a personal goal and yet you disrespect her by defaming her on an open board. What is your goal Georgie? To dump her? To love her? To be her nurse? To hate her family? To beat her and make her scream like the banshee she is? Where is your respect? For anything? Anybody? Yourself?

i took the challenge none the less. i look at obsticals in my life as oppertunities for growth and building character win or lose i still gain something.

Where is that? Who is that?

So I watch you post and post and post (congrats you passed 10,000)about how big your calves are, about how your the masteron king and what is a high calorie food?...I realize that is why Fonz was so important to you, you have no idea what your doing. Not only here but in life.

Your right I shouldn't have said that about your girlfriend especially since you haven't said anything about my dead daddy. Let's see what info have I told you about my Father...

Bro he was done before he started. He never should have took on this challenge with that kind of drama going on in his life...unless he was dedicated to using the gym as an advantage rather than an added pressure. Listen, I've learned over the years that there is always time for the gym...especially in times of difficulty. My Dad passed away this year from cancer (4-11-2004 ). He was diagnosed earlier in the year. It was sudden and it was devistating. I was with him everyday. I was also at the gym. Kept me sane. My Dad introduced me to the gym when I was 13. When I would come over in the morning to help move him, feed him, help him go to the bathroom, ect...he would say "Did you go to the gym?"... "Yeah Pops"... "Good". The people your helping in your life need you to have the energy to help them. The best way to provide that energy is to create it. The best way to create it is to excercise, eat right, and rest. That's all this challenge is about. GJohnson is right Georgie...don't quit. When you finish this challenge...there will be another one waiting for you. Your gonna have to deal with that challenge whether you complete this one or not. But I tell you what...it is alot easier to deal with that next one if you finish this one. I know you said your gonna post pics (no matter what you look like ), but finish with determination not defeat. It's important. Understand?

Before my beloved Father passed he had several organs fail some of those organs were responsable for processesing liquid...and so on. It was painful for him it was painful for all that loved him too. I love my father...he is right here by my side everyday, helping me achieve the goals I set for myself and allows me the freedom to dream of ideas he put in my head as a child. "Do your best, your best is when you focus"...Georgie I know the pain of someone you love who is in serious pain and unstable health. Why would you talk trash about this girl who you hate/love ( I can't figure it out...neither can you I guess) and her family on an open chat board...but really you put this image in our heads about your dying, bloated, psycho, too old for you girl friend and then you tell us about how she is the untamed animal in bed?????? Not a nice image. Show her the thread.

Your an ass.

I have no respect for you because you have no respect for yourself or others around you. Ironic because the one thing you said to me that got our competition rolling was that no one respects me on the boards or in my private life (out of the Fonz thread which is locked...like this one is gonna be) you obviously were confused as you are now

jatca69 i dont think your comments are funny or amusing. show some fucking respect. i didnt saying anything about your dead daddy now did i?

I dont think it's funny or amusing either that you waste my time with empty challenges, you waste EF's time with your empty posts and that you waste your girlfriends time with empty love.