aaron10121
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WHATSUP EVERYONE. WELL I FINALLY GOT BACK FROM THE ENDOCRINOLOGIST AND AM ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED WITH HIM.
(FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW MY SITUATION, HERE IS A COPY AND PASTE OF MY EARLIER THREADS TO BRING YOU UP TO DATE)
OK. finally got the blood test results back that everyone asked of me. (by the way, am going to see an endocrinologist on thurs., just wanted opinions from everyone else. if you dont remember my earlier post, here it is:
"whatsup guys. im 28yrs old. in tampa.. 5' 8 190 or so. pretty decent shape. heres my problem. i have taken many cycles of steroids in the past, but my last, of which ended in june of '05 (when i got married) consisted of enanthate and fina, have given me severe problems. i have absolutely no drive, libido wise whatsoever. it is the worst feeling in the world. it is seriously jeopardizing my relationship with my wife and even though she understands the reasons, its getting tougher and tougher to explain this over and over. for some reason after i came off this, i never recovered. i didnt do a pct (like an idiot). i have since the last 2 months tried dostinex and tried hcg which both didnt really do anything. i have an appt with an endocrinologist feb 16, but im not even sure if he will know whatsup or if an endocrinologist is who i should see. if so, should i go to a lab first to get blood tests to have on hand for the doctor? what type of blood tests should i be looking for? this may not sound serious but it really is. it is totally affecting my life and my marriage. lead me in the right direction and calm me down and tell me im not the only one this has happened to. i need to do something sooner rather than later at the mercy of my relationship and my own morale. please help!!! sorry to sound like a little bitch but i need yalls help!!"
so here are my results.. please give any opinions or EDUCATED thoughts you may have. a bit frustrated because when i got these, the nurse said, everything looks normal and i know my body and dont feel normal.
cholesterol- 160
F S H- 2.4 (RANGE- 1.6-8.0)
L H- 4.8 (RANGE- 1.5-9.3)
PROLACTIN- 7.0 (RANGE-2.0-18.0)
TSH- 3.71 (RANGE- .40-5.5
ESTRADIOL- 24 (RANGE-13-54)
TOTAL TEST- 431 (RANGE 250-1100)
FREE TEST- 81.7 (RANGE- 35.0-155)
SO THAT BRINGS YOU UP TO DATE)
ANYWAY, I FINALLY GO SEE THE ENDOCRINOLOGIST TODAY AFTER WAITING FOR A MONTH AND A HALF FOR AN OPENING.
HE REVIEWS MY LEVELS AND SAYS, EVERYTHING LOOKS NORMAL. 431 TOTAL T IS LOW JUST BECAUSE IM OVERWEIGHT SO HE SAYS, (IM 28 YRS OLD, 195 17% BF, LITTLE HIGH BUT NOT RIDICULOUS)
HE BASICALLY SAYS IN A NUTSHELL, I CANT DO ANYTHING FOR YOU. IT MUST BE IN YOUR HEAD OR WHAT I WOULD ASSUME WOULD BE MASS DEPRESSION. MASS FUCKING DEPRESSION??????? HE ASKS, WHY DID YOU TAKE STEROIDS? I SAID, WELL FOR PHYSICAL APPEARANCE MAINLY, SO HIS ASSUMPTION WAS, I WAS DEPRESSED SINCE I NO LONGER HAVE THOSE PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES, AND IN TURN NOT HAPPY WITH MY BODY NOW AND DONT HAVE THE DESIRE TO PERFORM SEXUALLY.
I KNOW ITS NOT THAT. WHAT ELSE DO I DO? GET ANOTHER OPINION? WHAT DO I DO? IM SO DISGUSTED SINCE I THOUGHT TODAY WAS THE MOMENT OF TRUTH WHERE I WAS GOING TO FIND SOMEONE THAT WOULD REALLY HELP ME!!! I WAITED A MONTH AND A HALF FOR HIM TO TELL ME THIS. WHATS MY NEXT STEP GUYS?
HELP ME. IM IN DESPERATE NEED. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM SELF DIAGNOSIS. THIS IS MY HEALTH AND I REALLY WANT TO GO ABOUT THIS THE RIGHT WAY!!!
AARON
(FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW MY SITUATION, HERE IS A COPY AND PASTE OF MY EARLIER THREADS TO BRING YOU UP TO DATE)
OK. finally got the blood test results back that everyone asked of me. (by the way, am going to see an endocrinologist on thurs., just wanted opinions from everyone else. if you dont remember my earlier post, here it is:
"whatsup guys. im 28yrs old. in tampa.. 5' 8 190 or so. pretty decent shape. heres my problem. i have taken many cycles of steroids in the past, but my last, of which ended in june of '05 (when i got married) consisted of enanthate and fina, have given me severe problems. i have absolutely no drive, libido wise whatsoever. it is the worst feeling in the world. it is seriously jeopardizing my relationship with my wife and even though she understands the reasons, its getting tougher and tougher to explain this over and over. for some reason after i came off this, i never recovered. i didnt do a pct (like an idiot). i have since the last 2 months tried dostinex and tried hcg which both didnt really do anything. i have an appt with an endocrinologist feb 16, but im not even sure if he will know whatsup or if an endocrinologist is who i should see. if so, should i go to a lab first to get blood tests to have on hand for the doctor? what type of blood tests should i be looking for? this may not sound serious but it really is. it is totally affecting my life and my marriage. lead me in the right direction and calm me down and tell me im not the only one this has happened to. i need to do something sooner rather than later at the mercy of my relationship and my own morale. please help!!! sorry to sound like a little bitch but i need yalls help!!"
so here are my results.. please give any opinions or EDUCATED thoughts you may have. a bit frustrated because when i got these, the nurse said, everything looks normal and i know my body and dont feel normal.
cholesterol- 160
F S H- 2.4 (RANGE- 1.6-8.0)
L H- 4.8 (RANGE- 1.5-9.3)
PROLACTIN- 7.0 (RANGE-2.0-18.0)
TSH- 3.71 (RANGE- .40-5.5
ESTRADIOL- 24 (RANGE-13-54)
TOTAL TEST- 431 (RANGE 250-1100)
FREE TEST- 81.7 (RANGE- 35.0-155)
SO THAT BRINGS YOU UP TO DATE)
ANYWAY, I FINALLY GO SEE THE ENDOCRINOLOGIST TODAY AFTER WAITING FOR A MONTH AND A HALF FOR AN OPENING.
HE REVIEWS MY LEVELS AND SAYS, EVERYTHING LOOKS NORMAL. 431 TOTAL T IS LOW JUST BECAUSE IM OVERWEIGHT SO HE SAYS, (IM 28 YRS OLD, 195 17% BF, LITTLE HIGH BUT NOT RIDICULOUS)
HE BASICALLY SAYS IN A NUTSHELL, I CANT DO ANYTHING FOR YOU. IT MUST BE IN YOUR HEAD OR WHAT I WOULD ASSUME WOULD BE MASS DEPRESSION. MASS FUCKING DEPRESSION??????? HE ASKS, WHY DID YOU TAKE STEROIDS? I SAID, WELL FOR PHYSICAL APPEARANCE MAINLY, SO HIS ASSUMPTION WAS, I WAS DEPRESSED SINCE I NO LONGER HAVE THOSE PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES, AND IN TURN NOT HAPPY WITH MY BODY NOW AND DONT HAVE THE DESIRE TO PERFORM SEXUALLY.
I KNOW ITS NOT THAT. WHAT ELSE DO I DO? GET ANOTHER OPINION? WHAT DO I DO? IM SO DISGUSTED SINCE I THOUGHT TODAY WAS THE MOMENT OF TRUTH WHERE I WAS GOING TO FIND SOMEONE THAT WOULD REALLY HELP ME!!! I WAITED A MONTH AND A HALF FOR HIM TO TELL ME THIS. WHATS MY NEXT STEP GUYS?
HELP ME. IM IN DESPERATE NEED. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM SELF DIAGNOSIS. THIS IS MY HEALTH AND I REALLY WANT TO GO ABOUT THIS THE RIGHT WAY!!!
AARON