anavar update, week 8

[Phemomena]

well, i'll keep this short and sweet ... week 8 was a write-off... and my cycle will now only be 10 weeks (delivery is difficult during these tragic times)...

sorry i haven't been around much lately guys, lots of stuff going on here... i'll explain when i'm ready, but i'm still here, watching over ya'll

i'll see if i can get up a few more pics, but the other ones are nicer to look at...

i need motivation to make these last two weeks kick ass... help me out guys!!!

phem

 

[KBgrl]

uve got mail baby!! smile darlin

 

[ann]

Just get your ass in there and do it !! Dont make me ride your ass.......

Keep aiming high girl......remember your Phenomenal

 

[luv2workout]

Hope you get to feeling better, Phem!!

 

[new@gettinbig]

Smile sweetie....we still luv ya Keep your head up and keep POSITIVE!! Take it out on the IRON! Look at pics for motivation.....check out your before and after pics...look at your progress....set some goals for yourself...write em down...and visualize...It will get better, it always does...

 

[Phemomena]

thanks all... you guys are the best...

it's not about the cycle at all, its a relationship thing... looks like mine is coming to an end... it's the right decision and one i had to eventually make, but doesn't mean it hurts any less... things are just really strange right now.. the past weeks events have really made me reflect on my life and the value of the little time we are given on this earth... i don't want to meet my creator with any regrets or second thoughts... sometimes it takes times of tragedy to make you come to realizations that you knew all along deep inside...


so, in short, i'm okay... its not easy, but i'm a strong person... so i'll be fine... thanks for all the words of support, i'll be back in the gym tomorrow for sure (probably skip off work considering i'm still working right now and its 1 in the freaking morning..!!)

phem

 

[target]

GOOD LUCK

Relationships can suck the life out of you but keep your head up and be strong.........Ive done some pretty stupid shit to myself and made poor decisions in life because of relationships and looking back I would hate to see someone else suffer and make poor decisions cause of it so be my example! As far as the gym girl you have got to go! WITH A HARD BODY YOU WILL FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF AND SOMEONE BETTER WILL WANT TO FEEL YOU!

 

[tripleV]

Phem....you're one of the most FIERCE girls i've met on here! And you even got the fiery red hair to boot! There's nothing that won't stop ya when it comes to hittin the weights at the gym, right? You won't let some chick show you up, you won't even take it when someone on the boards "calls you out for pics"!! hahaha

You are one tough woman and I am sure there aint nothing that'll bring you down. And don't forget, you are PHENOMENAL!!!!

Not too may girls can call themselves that and get away with it.

As for the relationship ship thing, i'll send ya an email you can read when you have the time....you're not alone on this hun. I know what you're going through.

 

[tripleV]

how you doing girl? don't need to answer,,,,just hope you're reading!!!

 

[BrickGirl]

You can always come and cuddle with me You are so freaking sexy, piss on him

 

[Phemomena]

thanks again to all for you wonderful support...

this isn't an easy situation, but i'm doing okay... lots of things to sort out and lots of decisions to make (i get the cats hehe )... but all we're being very mature about the whole thing (so far )


brick - i just may take ya up on that

 

[Phemomena]

oh, and i had a kick ass chest workout yesterday... felt great... chest is sore now... i'm not used to being so sore... legs will be hurting tomorrow i guess

 

[Sassy69]

Phem -- keep it kickin girl! "Transition time" gets a little weird (been there myself recently), but you always come out on the other side with the light shining a little brighter and all sorts of new opportunities start showing up. And sometimes you have to relearn how to take care of yourself (Like my mom says - "Be good to yourself" ... and no this does not mean treating yourself to a double mint chocolate chip!) You're a strong lady, and I'm not sure who you will have to fight off more -- the guys or the ladies... you hot thang!

 

[NubianBeauty]

Keep your head high Phem!!! I have really been inspired by you gals on here and have also learned alot... I really appreciated the reply to you gave to my FIRST post a few months back... I guess I could say you broke my cherry!!! LOL!!

 

[Phemomena]

thanks sass and nubian... i'm starting to feel a little better... time will heal all... but it's all for the best...

workouts are starting to get back on track... looks like cycle might be salvagable... looks like i may be on for the next 8 weeks (whoo hoo) but i'm not counting the anavar eggs before they're hatched

 

[pumpgirl]

phem.....

when youre in the gym.... and you think you're about to have a not so great day/workout.....flip a switch;......KICK IT IN THE ASS and have no mercy!!!!!
KEEP PUMPING!!!!!