i have a few goals, but they are faint because i let them fade a little and just hover there in my future. before i used to get too entangled with achieving my goal. everything i do, think about is towards that goal and eventually I'd reach it, and after that it was a new goal and so on....i was missing out on too much with all my energy focused on the future, always thinking about it. and those things i was missing are everything, the now, this moment, all the little details in life.
i have everything i need and more, everything that someone else in this world wishes they had, like a simple pair of shoes, or a roof over their head, a car, food, people that love me, ect. and I'm deeply grateful to god for blessing me with such abundance in my life.
what i want/need most is not of the material world, but somewhere along the lines of inner peace. just that being that has no fear, no doubt, no judgment, just a sense of openness and acceptance for whatever is brought into my life, or taken out.