Everyday I analyze myself in the mirror this is fucked up and unhealthy. Is it even possible to lose significant muscle in a couple of days? Or is it just water and/or the mind playing tricks?
Yea, I agree. When I come off cycle, I have a high level of paranoia where I tell myself I have to do everything right or I will lose mass. Even when I am not, I can look in the mirror and appear "smaller" to myself. This is very common, just don't let it bother you. It's all in the head bro
Well even if it is "normal" by our standards, it sucks ass.
I try to take confort in the fact that even if I were getting smaller, I would still look better than many people. Oh well, fucking mirror, I'll deal with it.