well, this is my first post and can relate to this situation. i'm 33 and have been on hrt for about two years. it took me to actually diagnose the f'ing problem though. first doc told me i was depressed and gave me celexa. took that for several months and really didn't feel any better. pretty much gave up on getting help for several months. then i started researching the net for the symptoms i was having and boom there it was--low test.
decided to go try a different doc. told him my symptoms and told him about not responding to the anti-depressant. he said he would do some blood work to rule out any physiological problems. i asked him specifically what would be tested--liver, blood cell counts, yadda yadda. i told him to i wanted my test and estradiol levels checked too. in a very condescending tone he asked why in the world would i need that, to which i informed him that was what my research had concluded as a strong possibility. this attitude coming from a dr who didn't even know what CLA or ALA was!!
the funny part--i get a letter from him about a week later with the lab results showing my test was 197 and note telling me i did in fact have low test. he included a prescription for androgel and told me to come back in four weeks. that's it, didn't explain anything else or any other alternatives. i was more interested in restoring my own levels than going on some lifelong medication. to make a long story longer i sought out an endocrinologist who immediately had more blood work done and a MRI of my head. he wanted to make sure i didn't have a pituitary lesion/tumor. which i didn't. tsh and igf1 levels were also low, albeit the very bottom f'ing number of the "normal" range. get this, this asshole tried to tell me that by taking anti-depressants i could get my levels back in the normal range! wtf?!! if somebody else has heard this, then please enlighten me.
well after leaving that dude too, i finally found a cool ass doc. he lifts and has no problem getting me to the level i want. started me off on test enth 200mg for the first month, then 400 a month--to which i told him i'd rather take the 200 every two weeks. after going back the next month for testing--i still felt like ass--my levels came back lower than when i started-167. on top of that i was having some massive conversion to dht--i assume this because acne was horrendous, hairline crept back even further, grew hair in places it shouldn't, and my beard grew quicker and thicker and grayer then before. this is all after just ten f'ing weeks and 800mg total. he was puzzled as was i. i mean, i knew about the probable dht conversion, but couldn't figure out why my levels would be lower than baseline 14 days after last shot.
he directed me to another endocrinologist--she explained that whole peak/trough business and said i was at the bottom of the trough at 14 days and the peak is like 4 days. either way, i told her i didn't wanna stab myself anymore right now--so i could hord the shit for later--so she wanted me to use testim. i'm thinking great, another damn topical piece of crap. oh, forgot to mention i never got my test level above 290 with the androgel. four weeks after using testim my level was right at 790. ok, so i'm pretty f'ing stoked about this. considering i've been under 200 for who knows how long, this was at least psychologically uplifting. although i still didn't feel any better. at the six week mark i developed some serious skin problems anyplace i applied the stuff. started like little flea or mosquito bites, only they wouldn't stop itching!! i'm thinking great, i finally find something that i know works and i can't even take the shit anymore. so my only remaining alternatives were going back to the shot, patch, or pellet. i don't know about you, but ain't nobody inserting anything around the johnson. shaving my nuts and attaching an adhesive object to them also didn't sound viable. lastly she mentioned the striant--which was mentioned in a previous reply. i'm in my fifth week of it and still don't feel any better. however, a few weeks ago and many complaints of fatigue and decreased energy, the doc put me on adderral (amphetamines). no you can't have any!! there mine, mine i say!! ha ha. these work pretty well but not wonderful. the rebound is aweful and i have to take them every three or four hours. they have an extended release version which i'll probably snag when i go back for my blood work.
damn, i'm sorry for being so long winded to those few of you who actually read it all. i just wanted to put it out there that i've been through the ringer trying to get straightened out and i'm still not all the way there. however, for the first time in a long time i'm starting to feel somewhat normal again.
i actually do have a question--since my thyroid levels are low, would it be wiser to take some t4 or t3 instead of the amphetamine to help with energy levels and actually lose some fat?
thanks for hearing me out guys and i appreciate any help.
decided to go try a different doc. told him my symptoms and told him about not responding to the anti-depressant. he said he would do some blood work to rule out any physiological problems. i asked him specifically what would be tested--liver, blood cell counts, yadda yadda. i told him to i wanted my test and estradiol levels checked too. in a very condescending tone he asked why in the world would i need that, to which i informed him that was what my research had concluded as a strong possibility. this attitude coming from a dr who didn't even know what CLA or ALA was!!
the funny part--i get a letter from him about a week later with the lab results showing my test was 197 and note telling me i did in fact have low test. he included a prescription for androgel and told me to come back in four weeks. that's it, didn't explain anything else or any other alternatives. i was more interested in restoring my own levels than going on some lifelong medication. to make a long story longer i sought out an endocrinologist who immediately had more blood work done and a MRI of my head. he wanted to make sure i didn't have a pituitary lesion/tumor. which i didn't. tsh and igf1 levels were also low, albeit the very bottom f'ing number of the "normal" range. get this, this asshole tried to tell me that by taking anti-depressants i could get my levels back in the normal range! wtf?!! if somebody else has heard this, then please enlighten me.
well after leaving that dude too, i finally found a cool ass doc. he lifts and has no problem getting me to the level i want. started me off on test enth 200mg for the first month, then 400 a month--to which i told him i'd rather take the 200 every two weeks. after going back the next month for testing--i still felt like ass--my levels came back lower than when i started-167. on top of that i was having some massive conversion to dht--i assume this because acne was horrendous, hairline crept back even further, grew hair in places it shouldn't, and my beard grew quicker and thicker and grayer then before. this is all after just ten f'ing weeks and 800mg total. he was puzzled as was i. i mean, i knew about the probable dht conversion, but couldn't figure out why my levels would be lower than baseline 14 days after last shot.
he directed me to another endocrinologist--she explained that whole peak/trough business and said i was at the bottom of the trough at 14 days and the peak is like 4 days. either way, i told her i didn't wanna stab myself anymore right now--so i could hord the shit for later--so she wanted me to use testim. i'm thinking great, another damn topical piece of crap. oh, forgot to mention i never got my test level above 290 with the androgel. four weeks after using testim my level was right at 790. ok, so i'm pretty f'ing stoked about this. considering i've been under 200 for who knows how long, this was at least psychologically uplifting. although i still didn't feel any better. at the six week mark i developed some serious skin problems anyplace i applied the stuff. started like little flea or mosquito bites, only they wouldn't stop itching!! i'm thinking great, i finally find something that i know works and i can't even take the shit anymore. so my only remaining alternatives were going back to the shot, patch, or pellet. i don't know about you, but ain't nobody inserting anything around the johnson. shaving my nuts and attaching an adhesive object to them also didn't sound viable. lastly she mentioned the striant--which was mentioned in a previous reply. i'm in my fifth week of it and still don't feel any better. however, a few weeks ago and many complaints of fatigue and decreased energy, the doc put me on adderral (amphetamines). no you can't have any!! there mine, mine i say!! ha ha. these work pretty well but not wonderful. the rebound is aweful and i have to take them every three or four hours. they have an extended release version which i'll probably snag when i go back for my blood work.
damn, i'm sorry for being so long winded to those few of you who actually read it all. i just wanted to put it out there that i've been through the ringer trying to get straightened out and i'm still not all the way there. however, for the first time in a long time i'm starting to feel somewhat normal again.
i actually do have a question--since my thyroid levels are low, would it be wiser to take some t4 or t3 instead of the amphetamine to help with energy levels and actually lose some fat?
thanks for hearing me out guys and i appreciate any help.