You are not risking much, but to think then that mybe.........just MAYBE you could have gotten the same results as you did with the Test Ethanate now cause your test levels are at their highest now. Just lift hard eat very good and do some cardio you are still growing. Wait it out till you 22 or so when you stop growing then come to the dark side. But you'll be ok if you decide to go now but i think now you dont need juice, all you need is food and gym to grow.