musclemom

Not spoken in ages! Hows the trainin going?

well my dad killed a cat once. didn't mean to kill it though. he walked in his buddies house and the cat gave him an evil look. he looked at it and kept talking. it hissed at him and jumped up on his neck and bit him. he was bleeding all over and grabbed it by the tail and threw it against the wall.

if an animal were to attack me for no reason i would try to get it off me to. but to purposely hurt an animal. that would be wrong.

Going Shopping this week.
Thank You So much MM.

I know, I know. How exoteric of me right. The egyptian royalty weren't stupid I know.
Because its you, I shall retract my disdain and overexposured state to cats.

Last Night I got bored and picked up a copy of Many Lives Many Masters, mom's book I ganked while in Vegas.
I'll send my thoughts to you pm wise, though.

Thanx for the tip MM
Enjoy your weekend!

I luv ya musclemom, I wish I could talk about some of the things I have encountered, which pale to what U have. However, the more I talk about it, the less 'real' it becomes...
also I would feel like a traitor. Yeah lemme know what U find out. I'm very intersted, I have a question to ask U later when I'm ready. I'm just not there yet. Thank you again for everything.

Okay I wannna interview over the phone next week.
but before that.. Manly P hall. Was he real?
Alan Watts, the famed zen author, proclaimed the recently passed ADI Da as the next avatar. He had extreme psychic powers.
However intermediate zone fool. Bought Island in fiji, was on today show for ritual abuse, and he has recently passed.
Third I need to review the basics of Kaballah while I have time before March. I'lll do the basics of Hermetic Kaballah, any suggestions on
books? I will PM u something I dare not talk about, but only the hints... U won't figure it out, as I have not either.
I guess I need to tell somebody.

Yeah, I get what you mean totally. The emotional roller coasters we put each other through isn't fair to either of us. We both do it but not intentionally. It is by far the most difficult situation I have ever been involved in. I try and lose myself in my other doings just to take my mind away from the situation. But it never works, because I am right back over at the apartment.

Okay 2 things... what is the purpose of ritual banishment?
Second was Manly P the real thing?
Adi Da, just died reciently, he made it to the intermediate zone, had psychic powes to the max, however did unspeakable things? What dimension does he go to?

I just ordered a book by George Feurstein, called Holy Madness: The Shock Tactics and Radical Teachings of Crazy-Wise Adepts, Holy Fools, and Rascal Gurus. Bout some Gurus who actually used unorthodox methods to break the Self's need for constant security and pleasure. Some were frauds though, or intermediate/impure powered, LIke Adi Da.

Why do U thing I have such an affinity for U? Syncretic/Sagacious/Pragmatic
Female... Duh.... J/K

Okay, I've been shopping with my mom all day, and so my mind wandered what I'm going to like read, and yes I must start meditating again. I was on for 2 years, took this year off, and gotta go back.
But lemme hit U with My plan of attack book wise.

First I'm gonna find something about Janic Yoga & Vajrayana or Esoteric Buddhism, Probably have to order somethg that Roger Walsh, or Feurstein has written. Then I wanna know more bout Hermetic Magic.
So yeah I will pester U with questions I come across on that.

Finally, since all I'm doing is working out, reading, and traveling... going to New York to see my brother, then Puerto Vallarte with GF, then moving on Feb 20 to Columbia Missouri. So until like late Feb, I have time to reorder my head and heart, as well as train.

I will pester U alot, especially with questions on hermeticism.
Finally I wanna give U another /Vedic/Jyotisa pattern. I mean thats where Pythagoras was infulenced by this, IMO.
Anyway, having a tranquil one so far, in Vegas...LOL
Take Care MM.
Have a vodka tonic for me.
I"m a pretty prosaic drinker. LOL