Recent content by gemini269

Thanks QUE and IP! IT went well... just waiting to hear back... we;ll see. I just really need something to focus on!! ya know?

You guys are so great =) Thanks s much! Its so true! I have a therapist meeting this saturday to INCLUDE my parents and i'm really nervous because i havent been sleeeping till like 5 a.m.! and not eating at all! i drink and smoke alot again! =( Ive lost another 7 pounds down to 115, and im just...

Yeah! Thanx nelms! I was just talking to my "shrink" ha! today about that fact. She asks me how my "med's" are doing and I say great. SHe gets excited... and I began to cry. SHe looks confused and I tell her.... thats the problem.!!! I've felt bad for so long, self-destructive, and self...

WOW! Aries! seriously what a transormation!!!!!YOu are beautiful!!! Good luck to you! But really...you are already a winner! (im sure you know that ;))))

thank god!!! just got my new order of sesapure in!!!!! =) hehe! I love this stuff!!!

Good on ya GIRLLLLL!!! =))))

THanks Bunz and Que =) I really do need to hear those wonwerful things. SOmetimes it's easy to start to wonder WHAT exactly our purpose IS when our "little world" around us wants to fall apart but I know your right. YOur beautiful wonerful women and I pray God blesses you tonight and this...

OMG!!! :bawling: on't EVEN think you guys understand how amazing God works through you all! SG; GG; BunZ; Que.... I'm so heart broken right now because of the VERY thing you asked me. I feel likke I give and give , because I LOOOOONG for close friendships. I have so many aquaintances, I know 8...

Hey gym gurl :heart: Thankx for the kind words. I've been really struggling with it lately. In fact thats why I've been M.I.A. lately........ MORE SO, my Bi-Polar episodes have been outta control, and I got to where I was drinking every night. I've had bronchitis, or a chest cold, and now...

SG: DAMN!!!! I just wrote this reallllly long reply and it got erased =( so long story short, your right, i do need to start daily affirmations! I did keep a food diary for over a year and it helped, but after a year it became monotonous, and routine, and stoped being effective =( I'm so tired...

thanks IP!! ;) Your a sugar cocoA POP! i NEED TO GO TO BED! lol! i'M BECOMING DELIRIOUS! No bueno! =) sweet dreams =))))))

Ok !!! It's been a while! I went on vacation... from what? I dunno.... I went alone, but hooked up with some shady characters and was lucky to have not gotten into trouble seeing as I've been a little self-destructive.. :worried: Anyhow, Thanks Nelms for putting me on your "list" ;) I need all...

Hi everyone!!!! I'm just stoping in for a second..... goin to my head doc! LOL! But i'll come back later, to respond! LOve ya! Amy

hi WW =) just got back from the beach. It was ok. I haven't worked out in 2 weeks!!! =( My pain is starting to go away but i'm feeling really "dumpy"... ya know? I cannot WAIT to workout!!!! =) Hope your doing well!??

Thanks wonderwoman :heart: I just want to find where it is my body WANTS to be naturally and maintain that... but that seems to be the tricky part since i;ve been constantly trying to manipulate it for so many years!!! Right now i'd just be happy to go for a nice run! My body is so out of whack...