oh sorry, maybe i was mistaken. I thought you made a thread previously which you stated that you were the ultimate "hard gainer" and were seeking advice on bulking up. Maybe it was someone else, sorry if I was mistaken.
I saw her in Opium Gardens about a year ago. She was FUCKED up, she had a few bodyguards around her and she basically looked comatosed. She looked like she was nodding out from heroin!
It's not a blood and gore book, it is more of a psychological horror one. It's the only book that I have read that has really disturbed me. If you are looking for something scary to read, I really think you should read this one.
You can buy it on amazon. I actually had to put this book down several times, because I felt like I was going to lose my lunch! It's one of those books that you will still think about, years after you read it!
trust me, American Psycho is in a different league. It was acutally going to be banned, due to the content. Do a search on Amazon.com and read the reviews on the book.