You guys have been great

[cindylou]

FTR- I never had any beef with Java, and still don't.

oh of course, no reason for you to..I don't need people to pick sides. I'd like to be able to stay friends w/ him if at all possible...right now I'm still too angry to ever speak to him again...especially when I think about what he posted about having to change his number and our relationship was fake talk about verbally abusive..that hurt more than if he hit me...well...maybe not he's a big guy..but still..lolll maybe later I can start reading his threads/ watching his vids again...idk...

 

[miplank]

lol@anyone watching his vids

 

[puddlemonkey]

well...maybe not he's a big guy.

What!??!??!

 

[puddlemonkey]

c'mon now, his wrists are the same size as his biceps. I think you could take him Cindy.

 

[cindylou]

In all fairness if I had met Greg even two years before I did I wouldn't of had anything to do with him...but then I genuinely think he had a brain injury because hes so wildly different...sooooooo..lol

I would of just believed it was an act too if I hadn't seen his family's reaction to seeing him for the first time in 6 yrs..they all commented over and over again at how different he was

I agree, and I brought that up w/ java and asked him about it and then I let it go and I told him I'd never bring it up again. java's pride was so bruised that I'd even question his character and integrity he kept bringing it up... at 4 am after I'd been drinking for 10 hours...see where I'm going? I was going to let it go..but its not abnormal to search old posts..in fact I brought it up with two other female members on this site BEFORE the big blowout w/ java because I wondered if I was just over thinking...they both said that they had researched old posts of their online relationships as well...so I think its a natural chick thing to do.

I dont know the psychology of the internet persona..there are many who have "characters" and people who are displaying versions of their real self or their real life persona...so I admit I don't know much about that. He claimed that I kept bringing it up..but I wasn't it was HIM that was bringing it up..its still bothered him that I'd even question him at all...

 

[PICK3]

c'mon now, his wrists are the same size as his biceps. I think you could take him Cindy.

olololololstr8!

the dude staring at JG must have slipped in under the "don't ask don't tell" policy

wonder if he's sporting wood

 

[cindylou]

c'mon now, his wrists are the same size as his biceps. I think you could take him Cindy.

lol...I've seen him on webcam and he looks nothing like that...at all...he's a big guy..hottttt

we were supposed to meet in 12 days lolll


damn him

 

[cindylou]

olololololstr8!

the dude staring at JG must have slipped in under the "don't ask don't tell" policy

wonder if he's sporting wood

lol!!! I actually lol'd....omg

hilar

 

[cindylou]

everyone has been so nice....I keep getting more encouraging PMs....

Huge winter storm coming....

 

[PICK3]

lots of Cindy luv up in here

just sayin'