You know I sort of agree with him for my condition. I started juicing because I had chemo and it just killed my nutts ( they are less then half the size they were before I started chemo ). My test leveles were in the toilet. I tried doing "normal" cycles but I couldn't get my test levels back to normal, even for my age, they were always low even after doing a god PCT. I did some cycles and trained my ass off and was looking good. Did the PCT thing and after about a month I started to shrink. I thought I would give cycling a rest and I became the incredable shrinking man. It got to the point that it didn't look like I trained at all. So I went back on and now I'm just going to blast and cruise for the rest of my life. I hope I can always get a source. My daughter wants to be a vetinarian so if that happens I think I will be OK. She can always write sripts for my horses.
I think the reason I have such a hard time recovering is the chemo damaged my nervious system, I have peripheral and central neuropathy. So I don't think my hippocampus and pituitray are working properly. So the reality is I will never be "normal" again. But it doesn't mean I can't supplement my own hormones and make my body better then normal. My doctor didn't want to put me on test because I already had cancer and he was afaird of losing his license ( hrt after cancer is contra indicated ). I don't blame him. He's got three great kids and a nice wife that he has to take care of ( have a lot of respect for him. He's the only doctor that knew what a vector space was when I asked him. This means he went beyond the minimum in his studies. I respect that a lot). So I did it on my own after a year and a half of study. He and I made a deal I told him I wouldn't put him in any ethicl binds and he shouldn't ask me any questions that might make that difficult. He did start to feak out when my blood work came back with elevated blood count. I knew what it was from but it could be a marker for liver cnacer. He was shitting a brick. I just shook it off and did the tests he wanted. They came back fine so alls well now. I was on EQ and test at the time. Now they tend to alway come back elevated so I just tell him I'm not drinking enough water. And that could be a cause of the elevation.
And just to be clear I'm in my early fifties so I'm not some young stud, I'm an old stud, that wants to get bigger arms. I want bigger fucking everything!!